Jesper listens to him describe the boy that's been weighing him down with lost love and thinks it's for the best he decided to share too. While he is past Wylan, mostly, it might have been good to talk about it sooner rather than holding on as long as he did. If Wylan ever does show up, he has no idea what he'll say, but that's not a problem for current Jesper. Current Jesper is snuggled up tight with a cute boy pouring out his heart and he is happy with that.
"Oh so you have a type? So do I." He did just talk about an adorable musical softboy who was more than he seemed, after all. Wilhelm did remind him of Wylan, but Wylan when he first met him, when he had just escaped his father and was trying to live on the streets. Kaz made him watch him, and he didn't understand why, although he did always think him cute as a button.
He feels that shudder and does think it's the cold so he makes certain that none of the blanket has fallen off Wilhelm, and holds him closer for the body heat. He kisses the top of his head.
"You'll be okay, Wille. He is never going to stop mattering to you, people we love always have a part of us, but if he is a good bloke, he wouldn't want you to suffer forever."
He wonders if Wilhelm's felt guilty about their hookups, about wanting someone else. Jesper thought he probably should have felt that way the first time he kissed Mat, but he really didn't. He felt confident that Wylan would've just rolled his eyes and expected it. Maybe this Simon of his would be the same.
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"Oh so you have a type? So do I." He did just talk about an adorable musical softboy who was more than he seemed, after all. Wilhelm did remind him of Wylan, but Wylan when he first met him, when he had just escaped his father and was trying to live on the streets. Kaz made him watch him, and he didn't understand why, although he did always think him cute as a button.
He feels that shudder and does think it's the cold so he makes certain that none of the blanket has fallen off Wilhelm, and holds him closer for the body heat. He kisses the top of his head.
"You'll be okay, Wille. He is never going to stop mattering to you, people we love always have a part of us, but if he is a good bloke, he wouldn't want you to suffer forever."
He wonders if Wilhelm's felt guilty about their hookups, about wanting someone else. Jesper thought he probably should have felt that way the first time he kissed Mat, but he really didn't. He felt confident that Wylan would've just rolled his eyes and expected it. Maybe this Simon of his would be the same.