[ There are only a few people he's told this to so explicitly. Some others know about his death, but not the precise nature of the bond -- and fewer still about how it's connected to something else now. But he trusts Jaskier, and it has been weighing on him. It feels like a relief to get it off his chest and explain, knowing Jaskier is a kind and sympathetic ear to listen. ]
When I was first pulled out of the Summoning pool, I tried to get through to him. I couldn't feel him, but I hoped he could feel me.
[ His right hand closes over the scars on the inside of his left forearm, the mostly-faded scratched in letters spelling sorry, where he'd dug into them over and over again the first few days in Abraxas. ]
I don't know if the Singularity felt it instead. But I do know that during the Dimming, I can feel its discomfort too.
When Kell arrived some months ago, nothing changed.
--regarding the bond, I mean. In other regards, much changed for the better.
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Yes. And I can feel the Singularity.
[ There are only a few people he's told this to so explicitly. Some others know about his death, but not the precise nature of the bond -- and fewer still about how it's connected to something else now. But he trusts Jaskier, and it has been weighing on him. It feels like a relief to get it off his chest and explain, knowing Jaskier is a kind and sympathetic ear to listen. ]
When I was first pulled out of the Summoning pool, I tried to get through to him. I couldn't feel him, but I hoped he could feel me.
[ His right hand closes over the scars on the inside of his left forearm, the mostly-faded scratched in letters spelling sorry, where he'd dug into them over and over again the first few days in Abraxas. ]
I don't know if the Singularity felt it instead. But I do know that during the Dimming, I can feel its discomfort too.
When Kell arrived some months ago, nothing changed.
--regarding the bond, I mean. In other regards, much changed for the better.