By now the motion is automatic, Viktor turning his arm over so that Jayce can more easily administer the syringe into his catheter, though even as he feels immediate relief he can't seem to stop crying. It's silent, muffled, and he tries to sniffle through it when Jayce leans in to kiss him, but otherwise uncontrollable.
Maybe that's okay. Probably it was a long time coming, and of course he's not going to be blamed, given the circumstance. This is, in fact, the only place where he can make known the full extent of his feelings, and the only person he's comfortable being this vulnerable for. That means more to him than he can properly express.
"I still can't believe it," he offers with a breathy laugh. You're going to live is a statement that, while true, he can't exactly wrap his head around. There's an entire future unfolding in front of him, now, and it's like his brain hasn't quite formed the synapses for it yet.
What he does know is how badly he wants to kiss Jayce, so he takes his hands and encourages him to bend down again. Viktor smiles even as he blinks away tears. "What will we do with all of this time?"
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Maybe that's okay. Probably it was a long time coming, and of course he's not going to be blamed, given the circumstance. This is, in fact, the only place where he can make known the full extent of his feelings, and the only person he's comfortable being this vulnerable for. That means more to him than he can properly express.
"I still can't believe it," he offers with a breathy laugh. You're going to live is a statement that, while true, he can't exactly wrap his head around. There's an entire future unfolding in front of him, now, and it's like his brain hasn't quite formed the synapses for it yet.
What he does know is how badly he wants to kiss Jayce, so he takes his hands and encourages him to bend down again. Viktor smiles even as he blinks away tears. "What will we do with all of this time?"