"I lived that future, Viktor," Jayce says sharply. They have been avoiding this particular argument for a long time and this is not the time he wanted to have it. He internally rebels, wanting to pacify and stop, but he is too far into the frustration now.
"You are being stubborn because you don't like to admit that there are things you can't control, but I was there, you just saw it like a recording. I experienced it. You told me to let you die, that is real." It's given him PTSD, that memory, that promise he made on the worst day of his life. Recently just talking to Dean set it off, and he thought once Viktor was cured, it would stop haunting him. Apparently, that isn't the case. "That is where I come from, my timeline, my version of things. That is what I'd go back to."
Maybe he is either in shock or to acceptance of his own fate, but he does have a whole lot of emotions, and they're simmering through him at a rapid pace. Jayce has to get up and pull away, he has to take deep breaths because he doesn't want to have this fight. He really truly does not. Except Viktor mentions the summoning ritual and the look he shoots him is both angry and pained.
"Of course, it's all about your pride, you needing to be in control. You'd pick that over your life? Over my life? Over our life together?" Jayce's jaw is tight, his eyes flashing. "We don't have a future in Piltover, Viktor!"
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"You are being stubborn because you don't like to admit that there are things you can't control, but I was there, you just saw it like a recording. I experienced it. You told me to let you die, that is real." It's given him PTSD, that memory, that promise he made on the worst day of his life. Recently just talking to Dean set it off, and he thought once Viktor was cured, it would stop haunting him. Apparently, that isn't the case. "That is where I come from, my timeline, my version of things. That is what I'd go back to."
Maybe he is either in shock or to acceptance of his own fate, but he does have a whole lot of emotions, and they're simmering through him at a rapid pace. Jayce has to get up and pull away, he has to take deep breaths because he doesn't want to have this fight. He really truly does not. Except Viktor mentions the summoning ritual and the look he shoots him is both angry and pained.
"Of course, it's all about your pride, you needing to be in control. You'd pick that over your life? Over my life? Over our life together?" Jayce's jaw is tight, his eyes flashing. "We don't have a future in Piltover, Viktor!"