righteously: (โธ midnight rider lyrics)
แด›สœแด‡ ส€ษชษขสœแด›แด‡แดแดœs แดแด€ษด ( แดŠแด‡ษดษดษชา“แด‡ส€ แด€ษดแด‹สŸแด‡s ) ([personal profile] righteously) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-03-25 11:37 am

๐ผ๐‘› ๐ป๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™, ๐ผ'๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ ( open )

Who: Dean Winchester & Open.
When: April 1 - early May.
Where: Aquila; Cadens; The Horizon;
What: Demon shenanigans part 1 โ€” featuring hobo'ing through the Horizon, hiding out in Aquila, and then returning to the Free Cities.
Warnings: Rated R for sexual content, demonic violence, psychological abuse, and suicidal ideation.

๐ป๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™'๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ , ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ -๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ , ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘๐‘˜๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ 
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘›'๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก, ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก, ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘ ๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก, ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘“๐‘“๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก, โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘Ž ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’
๐ด๐‘“๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘› ๐ป๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™ ๐ผ'๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ
๐ท๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘”๐‘œ ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ
๐‘ƒ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘“, ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘”๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ
๐‘ƒ๐‘ข๐‘ โ„Ž, ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’, ๐‘Ž ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘‘
๐‘‚โ„Ž ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘, ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข
๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’'๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ
๐ท๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ
๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ
๐‘‚โ„Ž ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’, ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ'๐‘š ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘›๐‘Ž ๐‘‘๐‘œ
princessvegas: (175. all her clothes are on the floor)

[personal profile] princessvegas 2023-05-28 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Despite what an outside observer to this conversation might believe, Julie is not a complete idiot. Something is off here; she knows that these answers don't make sense, that even near-death experiences (or actual death) don't change people so deeply, so quickly.

They don't give people eyes like empty, gaping maws.

But something inside her has always been weak for the wrong choice. Drawn to the worst decision like a moth to the brightest flame. Absolutely hypnotized by it.

Without thinking, her hand goes to the back of his head, fingers curling in his short hair. Electricity prickles across her skin and raises her hair on end. The club lights flash, the music changes.

She inhales sharply and lets her head drop to the other side, neck bared. Where she still has one hand on his arm, she digs into his bicep with her nails.

The sludge fills her mind again, makes her feel dark and heavy and pliant. This is good. This is right. ]
princessvegas: (157. skirt boots rings)

[personal profile] princessvegas 2023-05-30 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's no hesitation in her movements. Now that he's no longer talking, the weight of simply going along with it carries her easily. No questions, no thinking. That was how she lived for months and months on end, and falling back into that headspace is like sinking into a featherbed.

She practically hops into his arms, legs wrapped tightly around him. While some kind of docility has clearly been triggered in her mind, she hasn't been rendered passive; her hand slides from his arm to his face, her fingers spanning his cheek, and she kisses him like she might well devour him.

The pulse of the music seems to grow dim in her ears, fades to the background as the sound of her own blood rushes in her ears. ]