Reality doesn’t always give us the life that we desire

[magicalarchaeologist]

WHO: Istredd and anyone!
WHAT: Catch-all for April
WHERE: Thorne, Horizon
WHEN: EARLY April for now, will put later prompts up as time goes on
WARNINGS: PTSD from the event, NSFW thread in comments





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[magicalarchaeologist]

Lucifer is a completely different person with Istredd than he is with anyone else, something Istredd is well aware of although it is easy to forget since the two of them can be so insular. They're mentally and emotionally on top of each other at all times, but that isn't public knowledge. Only Yennefer and Wanda are aware of the telepathic bond.

"I'd say you could always offer bodyguarding skills here if it made you happy, but one of the interesting things about this place is, you can restart entirely if you want to. Find a new path for yourself. Nothing back home matters."

It's another way of his common topic of telling people they can change and grow in Abraxas. Istredd hasn't exactly changed, in terms of what he's interested in here. He will always be the researcher and magic enthusiast, but that's because he loves those aspects of himself. He could let go of some of the other things he was supposed to be.

"I'm more surprised when we have someone like Wilhelm. A normal teenager from a world without anything magic or supernatural." Otherwise yes, there seem to be a lot of backgrounds in common. Outside of these random people who don't seem to really fit in.

[ushiri]

"I was given the chance once before to start over. Didn't go very well," another wry look.

Some parts of his past are written in his bones.

"I worry about him," he shakes his head. "He's been through so much in a short amount of time."

But there are things about Wilhelm's past too. Born into a powerful family, forced into the position of heir. His life might not have been as hard as some of the others, but he knows duty, and has lived under someone else's control.

[magicalarchaeologist]

"Well obviously if it went badly once, you should never try again." An equally wry look right back at him.

"We're all worried about Wilhelm. Although he was able to use his magic safely for the first time since he got it on the mountain. That's a very good sign." Istredd had hoped he would get to that point through a lot of practice and support, but it turned out when he had to make it work in an emergency, he managed. It signals good things about his future, if he can get there.

"The shrine creature kept talking to us in voices that would get our interest. It was using his brother's voice to persuade him to help it get out. I'm not sure if talking to it was cathartic or not."

[ushiri]

Wilhelm has quite a few guardians and mentors, it seems - for better or worse. Kahlil has no good role models in his past, he can only hope to not be the man that Dayyid was - and then there's Lucifer's interest in Wilhelm which... could be worse?

"He mentioned that," Kahlil grimaces.

"The ones who were tricked - some are holding onto blame for what happened." In the pit. Their inability to fight off the voices, the release of a mysterious monster. There's little he can do to convince them otherwise, having not been there with them.

[magicalarchaeologist]

"There is a lot of guilt to go around, despite the fact we were the victims." Istredd knows that basically every person in the pit feels bad about something. Whether it's them not doing enough, or giving into the illness, or letting the shrine monster out, the guilt hangs over them irrationally and he doesn't see how that will change.

"I think this is a situation where time may be the only healer. No one's in a headspace to combat feelings with truth." There is nothing Kyle can say but there's also nothing he can say that will really convince them otherwise. Istredd holds onto his own guilt too, his own pain, regardless of what he tells himself.

"If you want advice on how to help, just be there. Even if it's to sit and listen, or to distract with other things going on." He doesn't know if Jack is struggling with his feelings about this, but he assumes so, they all are. Istredd smiles at him. "Or walk with someone who was clearly afraid to leave, making them feel safe."