[ The fondness is not startling. He's gathered, from what little Alucard has said, that he had a happy childhood. It's more...it isn't something he understands. It isn't a feeling he can grasp. Perhaps it's why he found in Yennefer an understanding.
He gives a soft snort. Of course Alucard can fly. Floated as an boy, apparently. What was it like? To discover your abilities in a way that brings wonderment and curiosity? He doesn't want to say he feels envy, nor resentment. It isn't that. He's long moved past those feelings. But. He can't help but think, knowing that Visenna is a sorceress, if she had not chosen what she did—if he would've been with her as he discovered his own conduit moment. If she would've watched him learn magic of his own.
He pushes the thoughts out of his mind. ] Just don't float in here. I don't want you stuck to my ceilings.
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He gives a soft snort. Of course Alucard can fly. Floated as an boy, apparently. What was it like? To discover your abilities in a way that brings wonderment and curiosity? He doesn't want to say he feels envy, nor resentment. It isn't that. He's long moved past those feelings. But. He can't help but think, knowing that Visenna is a sorceress, if she had not chosen what she did—if he would've been with her as he discovered his own conduit moment. If she would've watched him learn magic of his own.
He pushes the thoughts out of his mind. ] Just don't float in here. I don't want you stuck to my ceilings.