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𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀 ⬡ 𝐌𝐀𝐗𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐅𝐅 ([personal profile] carmesi) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-04-15 07:16 pm

· OPEN ·

Who: wanda and others
When: april & may
Where: solvunn, horizon
What: catch-all for the month, closed and open prompts within.
Warnings: none at the moment, will mark as needed.
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-05-09 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's true - ever since returning to solvunn, steve's felt...not quite there. part of him assumes it's because there's no 'real world' to jump back into. he doesn't have to pretend to go back to work, doesn't have to come back home and lie to his parents. and, perhaps more importantly, there aren't any kids that he has to put on a brace face for. for a brief, shining moment he'd had robin, but even that seems to be gone, considering when he went back into the horizon last there'd been absolutely nothing where her domain had once been.

that's not to say he isn't trying - he gets out of bed each day, he goes and helps out at the nursery, he wanders out to the shrines that feel familiar (even if he can't shake the feeling each of them might have something sinister hidden inside) and goes about his tasks. when he's not doing any of those, he finds himself kind of hovering around eddie which he knows must be annoying. so in a way he's still going about his day, but it all feels...distant. distracted. like some part of him didn't really make it out.

which is stupid, it's really stupid, and he should just be better now that he's cured. it should still be easy to just get better.

he's sitting up on the rock because he got tired. because everything feels exhausting. he'd planned on it just being a couple of minutes, because he's sure there's something else he could be helping with, but- well. he's lost track of time, the nails of one hand scratching over the scar of one of the lesions absentmindedly.

steve doesn't necessarily hear wanda approach, but it's not a surprise when she settles, something in the air shifting. something he can smell, which is weird enough in its own right and something he's just recently started to notice. but it's also wanda, which means the smell is also familiar - floral, powder, but with a hint of something dark and heavy underneath. steve takes a slow, deep breath and lets the smell actually relax him a bit - still weird, still freaky, still not anything he would tell anyone quite yet. but it helps. ]


Yeah. [ he says when she settles somewhere next to him, but not too close. ] And clean. [ which, steve realizes, is kind of a weird thing to say. he shakes his head, one hand going back to comb back some of his hair - which is...too long, he notices. he needs to find someone to cut it for him. ] I mean like- the plants and animals and stuff. It's...spring, so it's all kinda new, you know? Nothing's dying, or rotting. It smells nice.
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-05-16 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ once the words are out of his mouth, steve feels...well, vulnerable isn't the right word, but a little embarrassed. he supposes it has more to do with how distracted he still feels, partially here and partially there, and how it means he's not as aware or in control with what he's saying. it's not that he winces, exactly, but there is a voice in the back of his head - that was weird, harrington. get it together, you're making things awkward. it's not something he'd ever think wanda would say, or even think, but it is what he thinks and it probably is what has his attention off again, his hand moving to another scar, another healing lesion.

that is, until wanda places a gentle hand over his. his eyes are immediately down to her hand, to where it's stilled his own, and he realizes then what she's doing. what he'd been doing. and...god. he's really kind of a mess, isn't he? ]


What? [ he'd been looking at his arm, at the scarring that he can already see taking place since he can't seem to leave the wounds alone, so he hadn't quite heard the question.

but then he does, or at least seems to remember what she asked, and he exhales. ]
Sorry, I'm. [ truth is, he's not hungry at all. hasn't really been hungry since the pit, and the rotting roots and rations they'd resorted to eating just to have something in their stomachs.

but he should eat, he knows that, so he corrects himself before he answers - mouth curling into a small smile. ]
Sure, I could eat. Are you?
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-06-10 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ steve's eyes follow wanda as she stands and moves back to grab something from her horse. his brow's a bit furrowed by the time she makes it back, if only because he doesn't really know what she's doing with the small leather bag. did she bring him food all the way out here? there's a very slight curling in his gut at the idea that she came all this way out just to track him down, but now really isn't the time for that, is it?

that's just about when wanda comes back and settles next to him, and that earlier guilt dissipates as he turns to face her - now more interested in her and what she's saying than anything else. she mentions her boyfriend and steve's expression shifts from what? to oh of course yeah, wanda's super gorgeous of course she'd have a boyfriend and then they just move on from there. the fact that he was also kidnapped has steve...not relaxing, exactly, but some part of him does loosen up. if only because it feels a bit like maybe he doesn't have to be the one to explain what happened to wanda. that maybe he doesn't have to explain much at all for wanda to understand. and that does end up feeling a bit like a weight lifted from his shoulders.

he doesn't really move all that much as their elbows and shoulders bump, comfortable with the closeness. at the mention of the cheeseburger, steve's eyes widen and there's a definite brightness in his face. ]


Wait- you can turn them into anything? [ because yeah, that is what it comes down to, isn't it? the food isn't bad, exactly. but it's also not what steve really craves when he wants to be comforted. the horizon helps, with the ice cream and the ability to think up anything he might want to eat, but it isn't real in the end.

but now it's on him - to think of something he misses that he wishes he could eat here. there's a moment or two where he just thinks, and it definitely looks like he's putting way too much effort into the thinking part, but this is important. ]


Fried Chicken. [ he says after those couple of moments. ] Like- KFC Fried Chicken. Can you make that?
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-06-24 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ absolutely anything. steve hadn't even thought that was a possibility. he's been so dependent on the horizon for all of this, for the comforts of home and for reminders of what he still considered normal. but even then, he couldn't really taste anything different if he didn't remember what it tasted like. and it's been...god. it's been so long.

and the concept it could just happen. that wanda has the abilities to just make it happen...what has he been doing for these last few months that he didn't even know this was possible? ]


Holy shit. [ his eyes are still wide, still in wonder as the scarlet whisps circle the bag in her lap. he adjusts, almost like a kid excited to see a magic trick. if he were any more aware of himself or how he looked, he'd probably be a bit embarrassed about it. but right now?

right now wanda hands over a box, and the smell is what hits steve first. something overwhelmingly familiar but distant, and the nostalgia of it feels almost like a punch to the gut. ]
Holy shit. [ he says as he pulls open the top, staring at the contents.

his stomach does audibly growl, so wanda will get her answer right then and there. ]


Can you do a Coke? Like- the old Coke. Not the new one. [ sorry for being distinctly 80s here, wanda. but he has to be specific. ]
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-07-09 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ with very little ceremony and absolutely no patience, steve shoves one of the drumsticks from the top of the tin into his mouth. his immediate response is pretty unnecessarily dramatic, too, with how he lolls his head back with quite a bit of euphoria. honestly, if he wasn't so busy stuffing food into his mouth like the teenage boy he's just barely left behind, he would be crying.

for now, though, any weird knots in his stomach are gone. that ashy, putrid taste that's clung to the back of his throat has also left. all he can taste is chicken, and their seven signature spices, and really he hit the nail on the head with holy shit. so much that he almost misses the comment she makes.

almost. but then i was born in 1989 happens and steve chokes on that bite, needing a couple of moments of coughing to get through it. goes as far as to smack his fist against his chest. ]
'm sorry- did you say you were born in nineteen eighty nine?

[ there are a few thoughts that happen fairly quickly - about how, by that math, he's old enough to have been her father. about how he never even considered the possibility that people can be from the same place as him but just....years ahead. (how eddie will never see 1989 in hawkins, or anywhere else) ]

Oh- I mean. The chicken's right on- finger-lickin' good and all that. It's good to know they didn't change that, I don't even know how they would change it, anyway. I mean, you've got the- [ oh, he's rambling now isn't he. steve stops himself before he can get caught up and takes a breath.

and then immediately takes another bite of the drumstick. through the mouth of food- ]
You can make whatever you remember. I don't even know if I remember what Coke tastes like.
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-08-22 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, apparently.

[ steve gives himself a moment or two longer to let that all spin wildly around in his head before he can't take it anymore. before he just places this as one more thing he can't think too hard about and he'll be fine. wanda is just wanda, and it's not the nineteen eighties here, so why should it matter?

he breathes, shakes his head, and decides to - instead - focus on the food. the chicken, the mashed potatoes, the...god. the rolls. he eats a bit like a teenage boy for another few moments, and when the coke appears, his eyes go a little wide.

steve doesn't hesitate for even a minute, reaching for the can and taking a long, appreciative drink. ]


Holy fuck that's good. [ and his voice does sound a bit awestruck. when steve turns back to wanda, he's definitely grinning, looking probably a lot more like the twenty year old he actually is and a lot less like whatever it was she approached on this creekside not that long ago. ]

Thank you. [ and he means it, really and truly. he takes another long drink from the can before he's reaching for the food again. ] God- I wish I knew you could do this like, months ago. Or remembered it. Jesus christ.
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-09-17 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she should take it as a compliment, before steve means it as one. making it in the kitchen versus making it by magic doesn't really feel all that different when it's been as long as it has since he's had...what feels like an actual meal.

listen, he's a child of the eighties, he doesn't really have a palette. but this right here is a godsend. the bump to his shoulder has steve's attention back once more, and then he's grinning, pushing back.

it's night and day, the difference he feels from when she first found him on this rock. all he can smell is the chicken, the sides, the vague underpinning of something that is only and wholly wanda. he feels a bit like he's relaxed for the first time in months, like himself. ]


You can? Rea- [ but then he stops, or rather he seems to only just then seems to have understood the other part of her comment there. it stills him, not in a bad way but rather his focus has shifted. ]

You're...moving?
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[personal profile] hairington 2023-10-14 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ and he doesn't mean anything by his tone, even if there is a kind of...weight. and she mentions the lake over the hills and steve looks in that direction. objectively, yeah, he knows that isn't far. he knows it's not like they're suddenly disappearing. it just also feels...he's not sure.

he hadn't realized he was going to suddenly lose access to both nero and wanda in one go. and yes, okay, that's kind of dramatic. he's being a child about it, thinking in that way. and steve knows that isn't fair, either, which is why he nods. takes a breath. tries to just move right passed that feeling and offer wanda a smile. ]


No that's great- you all have been here a while too, I'm sure you want your own space. And I know it'll look cool, if you're the one building it.
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MATCHIES

[personal profile] hairington 2023-10-30 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ steve blinks. ]

Uh- yeah, sure. If you need the help. [ he hadn't really considered the combination of people moving into that place to need help, but he's definitely not going to say no.

but it's the strong guys to carry logs and planks around and steve huffs, a half laugh and a half sigh, recognizing when he's being teased. ]


Uh-huh, I'm sure you will. But I'll still come by. Would be cool to see how you do it all.