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Jayce Talis ([personal profile] hextechhead) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-05-04 03:54 pm

The man of progress believes

WHO: Jayce and others
WHAT: Catch-all with some closed starters
WHERE: Cadens
WHEN: Mayish, timey wimey wibbly wobbly
WARNING: Will add if need be!





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[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-05-04 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Hilda lets out a whine, forehead meeting the textbook in front of her with a thunk.

When she had asked Jayce for enchantment tutoring, the amount of homework and actual reading she'd had to do wasn't what she'd had in mind. Nor did she think that she'd have this difficult of a time trying to understand the sheer amount of information she was trying to force into her squishy brain. All she wanted to do was make functional jewelry that would protect the people she cared about was that too much to ask? In reality, she should have known this wouldn't happen overnight; this was, after all, maybe only the third or forth session they'd had together. But Hilda was used to instant gratification and got antsy when she wasn't given that.

"Jayce," her whine sounds tearful as she presses her forehead harder into the textbook. Maybe that would help her understand whatever concept he was trying to walk her through. If experience has taught her anything however, it probably won't. The anxious voice that had followed her for years stirs, stoking her embarrassment and insecurities. "I don't think I can do this. All of this is way too hard. I should just leave this to people like you and Viktor."
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TIME IS A SOUP!! don't you worry 💕

[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-05-10 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
As far as Hilda can recall, Jayce has yet to experience the joys (spoilers: there's no joy) on being on the receiving end of her crocodile tears.

To be clear, that's a good thing. A younger Hilda had employed them in stressful times with tutors she didn't like or subjects she didn't want to learn. Thankfully, she likes Jayce, he's been nothing but incredibly patient with her, and this is a subject she wanted to learn. At least she had thought she wanted to. Her tears have more to do with the frustration she's feeling towards herself along with a hint of laziness at having to put actual work into this. All of it combines into the sound of genuine distress in her voice - a dead giveaway that she might actually be on the verge of tears this time.

But Jayce's patience and kind tone is enough to convince her to hold off if just for a moment longer. She sniffles, rising her head from the book to look at him and then the bracelet. A beat later she's nodding even though she looks incredibly reluctant to do so. Her hand hovers above the bracelet, gaze fixed on the spell book. It's clear she doesn't believe what she's saying even though there's an immense amount of concentration being focused on the words being said so she doesn't stumble on them. When she reaches the end of the incantation, the bracelet lays on the table not doing much of anything. She visibly wilts. "That didn't work, did it?"
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[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-05-17 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know. I feel like you were just one of those people who were great at everything you tried," she says with a watery laugh. "Don't go ruining my image of you now, Jayce!" she says bumping his shoulder. It's said in jest of course – she appreciates the joke at his own expense.

Hearing him share that he's had difficulties too soothes the disappointment, or at least it does marginally. Watching him effortlessly enchant one of the bracelets, she has to steel herself against feeling discouraged. The reassurance, coupled with the comparison to bossing Sylvain and Claude certainly helps too and her lips curl genuinely at that.

She wonders briefly when he says that magic is a part of their blood if Sylvain and Claude had told him about their Crests. Jayce hadn't said that explicitly of course, but it begs the question. Hilda has never been particularly cagey about her Crest, but she could see the pair of them not being so forthcoming even with someone like Jayce.

She trusts him though just like how she trusted Natasha enough to tell her. There's a bit of a self deprecating lilt to her laugh. "You say that but having a Crest didn't really help me with magic back home. And that's practically the equivalent of having magic in your blood."
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[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-05-22 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
She knows that he's being honest with her. Jayce doesn't strike her as the type of person to lie to her just to make her feel better about her situation, but she has to joke all the same because really, how else is she meant to react to pure kindness? "Now I know you're just trying to make me feel better."

Hilda can't help but feel something akin to relief when Jayce admits without saying as much that he's heard about the Crests. It's a good thing too - it saves her some effort from having to explain a concept that she's certain she wouldn't do any justice explaining. Best to leave it to the boys. "Some of my friends had better luck with magic that we called Faith spells. They were more aligned with healing too which I guess makes sense since a lot of them prayed to the Goddess pretty regularly." That is to imply, more than she ever did. But then again, Hilda's downfall when it came to magic had always been a mixture of laziness and anxiety instead of lack of faith.

She mulls over his question a moment, worrying her bottom lip. "I want to make something useful. I used to make jewelry back home but it never did anything apart from look pretty - which, don't get me wrong, I still love doing. But after everything that happened," her voice trials off for a moment before finding it again, "I just want to make sure that people who wear the things I make can be safe."
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it's okay you did ittt you got through it!!

[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-06-06 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
The look Hilda gives him is one of utter, flat disbelief. She doesn't know Viktor a fraction as much as Jayce does, but she knows him well enough to know that the likelihood of that particular scenario panning out is unlikely. That and the last thing Hilda is set on doing is going around finding out what other people aren't so great at in order to build herself up.

She listens to his recounting of his previous desires and aspirations from home and gives him a little laugh. "You know, it's funny. I know that magic and technology are two different things, but after arriving here and seeing all of the technology and the things you and Viktor make together? It feels like magic to me." They only ever had the traditional sort of magic at home. She had never taken it for granted, but with technology in front of her as something tangible that everyone could use - that had been more of a surprise and wonder to her.

There's a look of doubt, or perhaps it's mild panic on Hilda's face as the new bracelet is set in front of her. After a moment though her hands hover above it the bracelet and her eyes gently close. She calls to mind how helpless she felt not being able to protect the ones that had been taken, how terrified she had been when she had seen Petra's form swallowed by the crush of snow in the mountains. A different emotion arises from the swirl of despairing ones and it's that firece desire to protect her loved ones that emerges.

It feels like a rush of warmth rushing from her hands into the bracelet - not so dissimilar to the feeling of when she's able to cast a healing spell from home. There's another beat before she cautiously opens an eye looking at Jayce first instead of the bracelet. Her breathe leaves mouth in a rush as she nervously asks, "I don't want to jinx it but did it work?"
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[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-06-11 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Hilda had asked the question but it still seems to come as a s shock that Jayce is suddenly reaching for the bracelet so that he can test it. That's the only way either of them would ever really know that it worked after all - but logic usually had a difficult time winning against someone who was already so worried about something not working.

Her hand reaches out a beat too late to try and snatch the bracelet away from his touch but it's too late, leaving her to watch helplessly as he begins his testing.

The first blast of fire magic into the bracelet is met with baited breath - and admittedly, Hilda can't help but watch from between her fingers. Her hands over her eyes have less to do with the fact that magic is being shot at an object, and more to do with not wanting to see a misshapen lump of metal because her spell failed to work.

And somehow miraculously, it doesn't. Jayce is a relentless worker and teacher unlike his student. Before Hilda can even suggest that they maybe take a break, wouldn't tea be nice right about now? Wind is rushing around them. The expression on Hilda's face is stunned, as if struggling to figure out what exactly had just transpired in front of her. Slowly, her hands lower from her face as she stares at the bracelet before back at Jayce.

Bright patches of pink slowly begin to colour her cheeks as she hesitantly asks, "You didn't just put a shield spell in there when you picked it up to make me feel better, did you?" It's a ridiculous notion and one that she's certain Jayce wouldn't do, but it's the first question that manages to make it past her lips.
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[personal profile] theidlemaiden 2023-06-22 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a hesitation that reaches through Hilda's body as she slowly curls her fingers around the bracelet. It's warm to the touch, comforting and a symbol of her determination to keep those important to her safe even if she couldn't physically do that herself.

To probably many of the Summoned that used magic on a regular basis, something like this probably would have been relatively easy. An action that they could do with their eyes closed or without breaking so much of an anxious sweat. Her laziness bled into the mentality that she shouldn't bother trying because what if she failed? But on the odd occasion that she did try and succeed in spite of herself, what then?

Jayce's hand curling around hers with a comforting squeeze draws her away from her thoughts and her attention back to him. Her eyes begin to mist. It's difficult for her to determine if it's Jayce's words, the reassuring comfort from the gentle squeeze, his patience or a combination of all three that cause her to do so - but regardless, she has to squeeze her eyes shut in an attempt to get her emotions back in check.

After she swallows the initial lump in her throat she sniffles, giving his hand a squeeze back in return. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves now. This just one bracelet," she starts with a watery laugh, "I really appreciate it, Jayce. I wouldn't have gotten even this far without you. I don't know how I'm going to repay you and Viktor for being so patient with me."