abraxaslogs | Now that you're actually not cool, I kinda like you better. (Open/Closed)

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Now that you're actually not cool, I kinda like you better. (Open/Closed)

Who: Catchall for Bay (Open) and Abby (Closed)
When: Throughout July
What: All sorts of things.
Warnings: Abby swears and does drugs and is generally going to be a problem. Abby and Jesper's closed prompt is NSFW.

Nocwich - Open
Horizon - Open
Thorne - Open

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"People were really letting their hair down, so to speak, at the party." Jesper may have had plenty of fun himself there, to be honest. Everyone figured out it was him fairly quickly considering how his flashy style is always the same, but he didn't go to win the game. He did notice people being more daring and enjoying the roleplay.

Jesper can tell something isn't quite right, she's burdened by something, but in his experience, a few orgasms can really hit the spot in that state of mind. He's not a head doctor like the squealer Crane, so he's just going to have to accept what she's saying.

He drops her hand from his mouth and instead slides his fingers up her legs, slow and steady so she knows what's happening and it isn't a surprise, and he gets a grip on the back of her thighs. Jesper lifts her like she weighs nothing, to him she does, and tugs her to straddle onto his lap. Not unlike how they were that day on the beach, but now there is no public to worry about.

"Before we get started, a few important bits of information." Jesper smiles at her as he lets his hand wander under her dress, sliding up past her stomach to casually grace at the underside of her breasts. All within boundaries, not going straight to touching her as he would someone else. His other hand lifts to run through her hair.

"Communication is important to me. If you don't like something I'm doing or would prefer something else, I'm happy to adapt, let me know. If you want to stop at any time, we stop, no questions asked or explanations needed." Jesper hopes that she is hearing this and believing it, because he knows that she's had shitty partners before, but hopefully they've been friendly enough she understands he means what he says.

"Have you had sex before?" Hooking up may not include it. He's hooking up with Inej and they aren't having sex. Abby is talking like she wants it rough and Jesper doesn't mind, but it does make a difference in how he approaches it. "I've been many people's first times," he says with a smile. Including a few people in Abraxas. It's meant to reassure her that it's not like it's a problem for him. "It's helpful to know."

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The first interesting detail is that, under her dress, she isn't wearing anything. Second and a bit more obvious just looking at her is her breath hitches and heart pounds as he moves her.

But she makes no move to leave, or stop him. She's here because he knows what he's doing, and that's what she needs. There's an odd sincerity to her, one she doens't show often, "If I thought that would be a concern, I wouldn't be here. I'm here because I trust you, and trust you're good at this."

The question causes a slight squirm in his lap, an uneasiness at saying the words. She knows it matters, it helps, and it should be easy to say especially with his hand annoyingly not on anything sensitive right now. "I've used a toy before, to see what it was like. That's not the same thing. But no, I've never had sex."

"I've never even- been naked, with someone. Like this." There was a world of difference, between the public baths in Nocwich, or getting ready to party with M.A.N.G. And with a somoene looking at her naked when she arrived to get fucked.

The lack of underwear is definitely distracting all on its own and Jesper feels the last of his concerns fade away. Mostly because yes, naked beautiful woman, but also because she says she trusts him, and that is what he needs to know. He already guessed the other part, she doesn't move like someone who is used to having a lot of sex, there is a hesitation that becomes unlearned with time. It simply is a detail he keeps in his mind so he can do this right.

"Believe me when I say I consider myself very, very lucky right now." Jesper smiles up at her and that's when he finally surges up to claim her mouth in their first kiss. He takes his time because he enjoys learning people, that is something she is going to find out. His lips are soft and he runs his tongue along her lips to ask for entrance.

At the same time, the hand under her dress moves up to cup her breast, brushing his warm thumb around her nipple, his other hand moving through her hair and down her back. His arm encircles her waist and tugs her firmly against his body, no more space in-between necessary.

Abby isn't used to being kissed. So it takes a beat longer for her to fall into the act than someone better experienced. Abby usually instigates kissing with her friends, and even an enemy like Press went out of his way to make her make that move.

The move forward causes a soft breath into the kiss. Her arms finding perchase around his shoulders, his arms making that the easiest place to put them, with a hand moving up to the back of his head in a needy grasp to make sure he doesn't go anywhere.

She shifts her weight in his lap, a spring wound just a bit tight with tension. It isn't something she could hide, and she sees little reason to try to. As the lines of anticipation are crossed one by one.

She breaks the kiss for a moment, "I actually believe you." Before resuming the kiss with a little more passion than her more passive response at first.

Jesper laughs into the next kiss although it's properly muffled moments later as their heat rises. He waits only when they're both read to gasp for breath to break away and that's so he can hurriedly pull her dress up and off of her. She clearly picked one that would be easy for this very reason, and she wore nothing underneath for easy access.

The red fabric sails somewhere to the floor and Jesper tightens an arm around her to hold her while he flips them, gracefully setting her back down on the bed. Gray eyes take the time to appreciate the view as he hurries to slide his own shirt off and toss it aside. He's all brown lean muscle with multiple tattoos covering his arms including a gun on his left bicep that glows.

"You are so gorgeous." It is usually hard for people to feel insecure when Jesper looks at them with such open desire and genuine want, his heated gaze complimentary only as he rakes it over her naked body. "Has anyone ever gone down on you before? Because I'd love a taste, if it's something you enjoy."

He knows how to make questions in bed sound sexy when it's also a regular check in about someone's comfort levels. He knows that she's hooked up with apparently some douchebags, and in his experience, those types wouldn't know how to make a woman come even if a diagram was written out for them. Still, it's very intimate and he wants her consent. Enthusiastic consent would be the best.

She will eventually be worried about her dress. In that it costs money and looks good on her, but right now neither of those is a priority. Her heart does race at being undressed, more when he's looking at her rather than just clutching her to his chest and manhandling her. That fear is still there, that fear he'll realize he's made a mistake and she's not worth it.

Which is why rather than any sort of relaxed pose after he's put her on the bed... she's stiffly holding herself to fight the desire to cover up. She's a little preoccupied with herself to truly appreciate Jesper's lack of shirt. Her posture does relax when he compliments her looks, but not anything that one might call natural. There's still an unease at being so seen. His question gets a shake of the head, "Never happened for me. But my friends talk it up like its the fucking best."

Norah's was more matter-of-fact, this is how she gets orgasms. Ginny, drunkenly, talked about how sweet it was her then-boyfriend went down on her. And Max was two seconds away from drawing diagrams of her first time with her girlfriend. Suffice to say Abby had heard the praises of the act sung very well. Her usual response was to make gagging noises and act grossed out.

"I'm trusting you, if you want this, and think it'll be good for me." Her smile is nervous, her body language is nervous. She's finally appreciating what she sees and he's way too fucking hot to be wasting time on her. But he seems to believe she's worth his time, and she's going to just trust that if she can't really trust that voice in her head. Ever. She scoots so she's at the edge of the bed and spreads her legs a little wider. "I'm here to try new things."

Jesper can see the tension in her but he trusts that she heard him when he asked her to communicate. It would be perfectly normal to be nervous, this is her first time, and it's obvious no man has ever given her the time of day she actually deserves. It's his job to help her relax and feel good. He can't tell her to relax, that is the opposite way to get her there. He'll show her.

"I think it's a shame no one has ever wanted to please you as much as I do. But it still means lucky me." He backs off when she scoots and moves with her. "Just lie back, alright? I'm going to build up to it." It will help relax her. She is tense and possibly not quite ready for it, so he gently pushes her back. He moves his body itself between her legs rather than his head, so he can lean down and kiss her again. A kiss mean to reassure and keep them connected before his mouth moves.

It goes to her neck first, brushing over her skin, and he stops at her breasts first. He slowly curls his tongue around her left nipple, flicking it and then sucking it into his warm mouth. His hand moves up to play with her other one to give it equal attention, caressing the nipple. His mouth moves back and forth between them.

While he plays with her breasts, Jesper slides his other hand between her legs and touches her, a gentle exploration designed to tease her entrance, stroking around the sensitive skin, and see if she likes building anticipation. Every person is new so they have to be learned.

To say Abby has no idea what she's doing is underselling how bad she is at this. She's got a false confidence she can carry herself with when- dressed, and around more people. Which even if she wanted right now, would fail her. Jesper's words still feel a little hollow, not that she doubts him, she just assumes he's missed something obvious.

His actions are much stronger at this. Kissing back has gotten easier, the tension doesn't quite leave her limbs but at least her head is in the right place. This new position allow her hands to run over his sides and his back as she just lets this play out. Hands on the back of his neck and eventually his hair as he moves down her body. That knot in her mind unspooling with his attention.

There's a definite note of surprise at his touch, firsts are like that. But once she remembers she's safe her body pushes into the contact. Having reminded herself she was here to do exactly (well, including) this. She doesn't make much noise, but she does throw her head back with some shallow breath as the pace of things change, wrapping her legs around him because she's not sure what else to do with them.

And it felt right.

And she didn't want him to get some silly idea like stopping.

Jesper can tell she's warming up by the reaction of her body and that is why he didn't go straight to it. In fact, he's still only at the very beginning. He wants her body to sing. She can feel his lips smile against her nipple when she catches her breath and he presses kisses along the plane of her stomach. He now can settle back onto his knees between her legs and he helps position her since she doesn't seem to know where to wrap them.

He gently places one of her legs up over his shoulder and kisses it playfully, his gaze warm, kissing her ankle, her knee, and then up to her inner thigh where he deliberately nuzzles into the warmth but only teasing at first. "I like noise but if you're shy about it, tug my hair all you want when you like something." Jesper gets not everyone is his level of loud when he's having a good time, and she's new to this. But at least she'll know she can tangle her fingers in his hair as tight as she wants.

Her other leg he puts on the ground for now but angling outward so she's very open to him. Jesper kisses his way past her inner thigh and he takes one good long lick across her folds, tasting her exactly as he said he would. His talented tongue dips inside and explores her much like he did in their kiss, wetting his fingers from her.

He gently places his fingers on top of her clitoris but he doesn't stimulate it right away. They are still in the start but he does very gently start a circular motion on it, sparking a little life but not going too fast.

That fear creeps back into her mind when his attention is on her legs. Since they started it is the most uneasy she's been, and her body language reflects it. Only calming back down when he speaks. "I'll just- do what comes naturally."

Which, once tongue finds flesh is squirm a little, anticipation has done more than enough work to give Jesper something to taste. Her bigger reaction is to a finger finding her clit. Her knees flex ever so slightly and she lets a small gasp out. She lets her eyes closed to resist the desire to watch, it just- feels weird, in this position well outside of reach to do much but just enjoy what he's doing. Fingers currently in his sheets, not feeling any need to suggest anything directly with them just yet.

"I need a bit more than that if- ah- you want me to make more noise." Which isn't saying she'll make noise, but she isn't not saying that.

Jesper is not surprised that relaxing is coming slower to her and that was to be expected. Her lack of experience with someone pleasing her is evident and he doesn't mind going slow and letting her feel better in her own time. He smiles against her but doesn't speak again since he has said what he needs to. He knew that touching her would get a reaction and that is part of the unraveling.

Since he is still in the teasing stage that light circular motion continues but then he moves his finger down to gently slide inside of her, wanting to give her pleasure but also part of this is preparing her for what she asked for. This is so his mouth can replace his fingers though and his tongue takes over touching her clit.

He curls it against her, licking and caressing the nerves, as acrobatic with his tongue as most people are with their fingers or anything else. He keeps sliding his finger inside of her but at the same time curls his thumb up so he can touch around where his tongue is, stimulating the outside sides of the sensitive spot at the same time.

Her breathing is forcibly steady, a clear effort to keep herself calm in a position she finds equal parts uneasy as exciting. Exciting because sensitive parts of her being slowly teased to life is always exciting. Uneasy because she's never felt quite so exposed before. Not a position she really expected a guy who would be with her to put her in.

She expected the roles to be reversed.

When he switches targets between digits and tongue her breath catches, another small twitch in her limbs as she tangles her fingers in the sheet more. It's when two separate stimulations are focused on opposite sides of the same coin that she becomes slightly more vocal. A loud gasp, her back flexes, and her toes point. Her hand not currently too snared by the bedsheets to untangle moves up to carefully roll and play with her own nipple. Searching for more stimulation she can have.

Her attempts to school her breathing again while she gets used to this new sensation are adorable, but nowhere as effective as before. Breathing more shallow and smaller breaks more common as his ministrations clearly find their mark.

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