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Istredd ([personal profile] magicalarchaeologist) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-09-01 12:07 am

The elves created secret passages everywhere

WHO: Istredd and anyone!
WHAT: Catch-all for September
WHERE: Thorne, Horizon, Nocwich
WHEN: Nebulous all over September stuff.
WARNINGS: Spoilers for The Witcher season 3! PTSD from details within the season.





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[personal profile] vixening 2024-01-26 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe that is a danger in and of itself - the belief that he can continue on this way, not being seen. Not being noticed. Yennefer knows that each of the Summoned within the castle has eyes on them, knows that no matter how much they might ward themselves, protect themselves, all it takes is a slip. She's a different person now than she was only a year and a half prior - a different mage, a different woman, a different sorceress. All this to say, if the Queen, or Ambrose, did decide to take a little too much notice...

It's a thought for a different time. For now, Istredd is looking at her - through her - making vows and weaving romantic words and she very nearly smiles at it all, almost wants to laugh. She came here to reassure him, to find out what he remembered and to remind him that she wouldn't just leave him like that to be- well. To die, like so many of the others had. And yet here Istredd was, making grand gestures, it's very nearly ridiculous. But it is also him, in enough ways that she can't help but feel it too, tucked somewhere behind her ribs. Pushing outwards, despite it all.

His grief winds through her own, the loss feeling both fresh and lived in. After so many decades, so many lifetimes, spent knowing that you were walking in the shadows of generations of still-living mages, and now knowing you were of very few still remaining...

It feels somehow apt and also shallow, to think of how this is all the dawning of a new era. And still, Yennefer doesn't know if she has any other words for it. Wonders, briefly, if it even matters - their home, their sphere, all that stood once before, was crumbling. But here-

What matters to her in that moment is the pain in her chest, the mirror of Istredd's, learning the news. She understands, even if she would never go as far as to compare Stregobor to Tissaia, she understands the complexities. The attachments. Tissaia had hardly been a loving, maternal figure in her life - but they did not get to choose who raised them. Who made them. She watches Istredd's face, keeps her hands around his arms and squeezes once more. A reminder she hasn't gone far, that she won't. And while there is a small voice in the back of her head that is not yet convinced that they've seen the end of that wretched excuse for a man, she doesn't see her theories as important to the topic.

"Those of us left from Aretuza have been talking. We wanted to..." Yennefer tightens her lips for a moment, shakes her head. She feels like she was right there, just there, standing in that room with them. She takes a breath. "We were rebuilding. Starting anew. Chaos is never going to leave the Continent, but the ways we learned to control it were outdated. Without the Brotherhood, we were going to make something else."

Were. Yennefer may not recognize, just yet, how much she does mean that past tense. Not that it matters right now. Which is why Yennefer finally lets go of Istredd's arms, her hands going to his face, her fingers running over his beard. "We are here, and we are not going to let anything like that happen. Not here, not when we know what can happen."