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Lucifer ([personal profile] thedevilwhorose) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-12-04 08:58 pm

watch the fires rise, burn through my skin [open]

Who: Lucifer et al
When: December
Where: Thorne, Horizon, island later in the month prob
What: Catch-All
Warnings: Violence



When the fires, when the fires have surrounded you
With the hounds of hell comin' after you
I've got blood
I've got blood on my name

[Will match style.]
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[personal profile] vixening 2023-12-05 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yennefer is doing poorly - and perhaps it is her own matured state that lets her recognize as much. it's been weeks and she feels like it's only gotten worse, nights without sleep leading to days of irritability and annoyances. and those days have led to further nights, where the only way she really has been able to sleep have been through less than healthy means. she spends hours in the horizon, building and rebuilding aretuza. she sleeps for fitful hours and awakes more agitated than before.

she misses him, and gods she feels pathetic. hates it, how it rips away at her chest. it's ridiculous that she cares this much, that it affects her this much, no matter how it is her mind spins.

and perhaps it is because she keeps pushing it off that she gets to this point - frustrated and quick to anger. agitated and edged. there's a reason her classroom is empty when he gets there, and part of it is that oli and willam know yennefer well enough by now to know to avoid her while she's in these moods, rescheduling and moving other classes and meetings that might have otherwise taken place. ]


I don't have time for you today. [ she snaps before he even gets a word out, having felt his presence approaching, having known - in some disconnected part of her - that this was coming.

the question, however, catches just enough of her attention. stills her hands for just long enough that she decides to look over to him, her brow furrowed, immediately suspicious and lacking any kind of patience to even try and hide it. ]


Why? What do you care?
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[personal profile] vixening 2023-12-07 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
I am not making mistakes. And I would watch your tongue if you plan on making any more accusations of such. [ there is no small amount of venom in the words, sharp and angry and solid. a spark, a flash, of what she has burning under the surface.

because it doesn't matter that some part of her knows it. recognizes how it is always in this state that she makes the worst of her decisions. knows that this is the most dangerous thing she could feel. it doesn't matter right now, because no matter what the outcome is, she will outright refuse to believe lucifer would be here to help with that.

now- the distraction of it all is still an idea. enough of her has attached onto the idea that in those following moments, she can't quite shake herself of it. even if she doesn't trust his motives. ]


What's in it for you?
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[personal profile] vixening 2023-12-08 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ the grin is what does it. whether or not it had been decided before that moment, it is now. and sure, yes, the final decision comes from at least two smaller realizations. the first is that if anyone knew the catharsis that would come from a fight, it would be lucifer. as much as she hates to admit their similarities, that is at least something she doesn't have to explain. and the second- well.

yennefer would do just about anything in this moment to physically rip that grin from his face. so if he is the one offering the option, she won't turn it done. ]


Fine. [ she motions over her shoulder to the desk, her unseen servant working quickly and silently to right the rest of her papers and books back to where they need to be. there is no satisfaction to the lack of slamming books, but yennefer's anger has turned into a slow simmer. ] If you wish for pain that badly, I'm not going to deny you.

[ she walks, then - up the middle aisle of her room and past him through the door. she knows where she's going, and lucifer can either follow her or be left alone in the hallway. the practice arenas underneath the castle will have to work for now, and that is where she is headed. ]
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[personal profile] vixening 2023-12-22 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it isn't difficult to be led into a situation when the truth is that she has been looking for a reason for this very thing for far too long. it isn't about what happened on the mountainside, but rather the months and months and months she had spent behind tight smiles and lies.

the return of her chaos had been important, had been like moving a broken limb for the first time without pain, but it had only been a fraction. there could be no grand uses of her chaos if she wished to keep her lack of it a secret still. when added to the growing hole that anakin's disappearance left in her chest, it was a dangerous combination.

really - she should have thought of it sooner. but even if she had, there hadn't been anyone she truly wanted to break. hadn't been anyone who came to mind that she would want to take all this out on. the fact her mind hadn't immediately gone to lucifer is what's puzzling, but it doesn't matter much anymore. because they are heading through the halls and down into the lower levels, down where the mages practice their more combative magics. it's so gracious of the lady yennefer he says, and she shoots him a glare - one that would say to shut the fuck up, if she wasn't also aware he was saying it for her. for this game that they both have to play.

she doesn't say anything else as they head down into one of the open arenas (or, rather, it had been previously occupied - but when she and lucifer had stepped down into the lower level, word spread fast. none of the younger students wanted to be caught dead in yennefer's way, so two younger mages who had planned to use the area cleared out quickly to go find a different area to practice. yennefer steps into the area and heads to one specific side, turning only once lucifer has stepped in behind her. ]


Do we need to specify rules, or shall we just get to it?
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[personal profile] vixening 2024-01-27 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ yennefer watches as he positions his footing, watches as he settles into place. she recognizes a fighting stance when she sees one, and while under normal circumstances she would recognize that he wouldn't be the type to set himself up that way, she can't be bothered to care.

the anger that has been building under her skin is pushing outwards, hitting a peak that she no longer focuses on pushing back. he says oh, we can just get to it and she doesn't really wait to hear that second set of words, doesn't really let him finish setting his feet. in half a second, her hands are up, pushing a wall of force energy directly at his knees and feet, which should - if she acted fast enough - still be in motion to find his footing.

yennefer knows it won't be this easy. she knows that he has plenty more up his sleeve, and really, there is a deeper part of her too that knows this is all for show in the first place. but truthfully, honestly, that isn't the point. the point is that she can do this, that she has the chaos to use, and that finally - finally - there is a way to let it explode. ]
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[personal profile] vixening 2024-02-27 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Shut up.

[ her voice is cold, sharp. she doesn't even bother raising it, knowing that the message will make its way to him one way or another.

because she is angry, and the moment she stepped out into this arena she's decided to let it free. and it feels good, too good, dangerously similar to the steps of sodden and dangerously similar to staring down a diving dragon and dangerously like she might just lose control over it all.

she won't - because she knows how it feels to lose it, to have it taken from her, and to live without that feeling. to live without control. now that it's returned to her, her chaos and her control of it, she knows how far she can go.

there is no army to burn down, here. no thousands and thousands of bodies to set fire to, as well as the entire valley with it. no, she has one enemy here, and while part of her wants to end this as quickly as she can, a larger part of her doesn't.

the blow does land, but not squarely enough, his reflexes quick and honed. yennefer expects it, is already in the midst of her own step to the side. he is diving towards her, one arm tucked behind his back, and she sweeps her hands around - pushes another wave of force at the back of his legs and ankles, adding more momentum than he's prepared for as she steps out of the way of his reach. and even if he does reach out to close the space, she's got her hand prepared to guard herself from whatever it is he's going to try and striker her with. she knows it won't be enough to fully take him down, but as he passes by her, she pushes even more into it, trying to shove him into the nearest wall. ]
Or I'll do it for you.
Edited 2024-02-27 04:24 (UTC)