[open] july catchall

[techmaturgy]

Who: Viktor and special guests and you
When: throughout July & August
Where: Cadens, the Horizon, Nocwich
What: ah oh no we were indirectly responsible for bombing the castle
Warnings: war crimes

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[techmaturgy]

[She says it's understandable, but Viktor still feels some regret--both for failing to say anything about Kyle to anyone, and for moving on, ostensibly, from Jayce. The more logical part of him knows that this guilt is more about the bombing of the castle than his relationship with Kyle, but it compounds all the same.]

I loved Jayce. [He catches himself speaking in the past tense.] I still--

[He knows he doesn't need to justify himself to anyone. These are his choices, and he shouldn't have to defend them. But even though Wanda is uniquely positioned to understand his situation, and his pain, he can't quite finish the sentence.]

I needed something else. [He didn't know he could have something else, is what he really means.] And. I like him.

[carmesi]

( viktor is the one who breaches the subject first, and all wanda can offer, initially, as a friend, is to listen. )

I know you do.

( present tense, do a silent shielding from having to use the word 'love'. she still very much loves vision, but just because of that, just because she committed such horrible things in the name of that love she holds for him, would it be fair to herself—to matt—if she decided it just wasn't in the cards for her anymore?

the heart can break and hurt and renew itself all over again. )

I was involved with someone else before coming here, but he is no longer — alive. Matt was there when I needed someone. When I needed to love when I thought I wasn't worthy of it. ( then, a light smile. ) I worried so much about what those from my world would say, having known about Vision, but... they actually were really happy for me.

—you have every right, Viktor. Especially if you like him.

[techmaturgy]

[Viktor knows about Vision, both from Wanda and Tony--two very different perspectives on one man, such as he was. He can't claim to fully understand her loss, but it does often feel that his version of Jayce is so unreachable as to be dead. Maybe he will see some version of Jayce again, but things are different now, and he isn't certain he will allow himself to experience this hurt a second time.

Kyle is refreshing. They're both more clear-eyed about the fact that either of them might disappear at any moment. Still, his overall goal hasn't changed.]

If I can find a way back to him, I will. I still believe we need to solve the Summoning ritual.

[For the benefit of everyone, not just him.]

For now, though, this is...it's nice.

[Not to be alone.]