[ That really might have been the cure for Eddieās anxiety all along, because he seems almost entirely zapped of it now. Heās still buzzing internally, and heās sure that his heart is still beating louder than a snare drum, but youād never know it by looking at him. Thereās a languid, self-satisfied smile on his face, and just for a moment, his eyes drift shut as Steveās hand curls into his hair.
Because he knows now that this is okay. What theyāre feeling is mutual, and he doesnāt need to be terrified by it anymore. What they have isnāt going to be lost or destroyedāitās just changing, and it has been for awhile.
If he were to think for a moment, heād realize there have been several little moment over the past two years that predicted thisāskipped heartbeats and strange feelings and gazes that lingered a little too long to be normal. But if he had to pinpoint the event that really set things in motion for him, it happened long before the crater. It was last yearās birthday gift, his literal prized possession in Solvunn, that really made him stumble and fall for Steve Harrington. ]
How about we donāt keep count?
[ He eyelids flutter open again and he grins as he locks eyes with Steve. He props himself up on his elbows, pushing himself up for another kiss, but before things can get too serious again, he pulls back quickly to tack on: ]
But uh, Steve? You kiss me again and youāre absolutely gonna have to carry me out of here, you are aware of that?
[ Listenā¦it was on the table and heās not just going to pass it up. And his kneesā¦theyāre weak⦠]
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[ That really might have been the cure for Eddieās anxiety all along, because he seems almost entirely zapped of it now. Heās still buzzing internally, and heās sure that his heart is still beating louder than a snare drum, but youād never know it by looking at him. Thereās a languid, self-satisfied smile on his face, and just for a moment, his eyes drift shut as Steveās hand curls into his hair.
Because he knows now that this is okay. What theyāre feeling is mutual, and he doesnāt need to be terrified by it anymore. What they have isnāt going to be lost or destroyedāitās just changing, and it has been for awhile.
If he were to think for a moment, heād realize there have been several little moment over the past two years that predicted thisāskipped heartbeats and strange feelings and gazes that lingered a little too long to be normal. But if he had to pinpoint the event that really set things in motion for him, it happened long before the crater. It was last yearās birthday gift, his literal prized possession in Solvunn, that really made him stumble and fall for Steve Harrington. ]
How about we donāt keep count?
[ He eyelids flutter open again and he grins as he locks eyes with Steve. He props himself up on his elbows, pushing himself up for another kiss, but before things can get too serious again, he pulls back quickly to tack on: ]
But uh, Steve? You kiss me again and youāre absolutely gonna have to carry me out of here, you are aware of that?
[ Listenā¦it was on the table and heās not just going to pass it up. And his kneesā¦theyāre weak⦠]