[ There's a split second where Carmy kinda freezes. Is he sure? The real answer is, no, no he's not, 'cause he looks back at Chicago and it's good, yeah, there's some real good things he had there but there's also a lot of fucking baggage and bullshit he's not ready to face up to. He's not gonna pretend the idea of returning doesn't make him feel like he's gonna throw up.
But maybe that's the same reason he's gotta go back, too, y'know? He sort of sucks at staying away from places that make him feel shitty.
He runs his hand through his hair. Sugar said the same thing. Carmy promised her he wasn't gonna be away forever, and then he sort of was until he wasn't. That's not happening here, Wanda knows that this is forever, but he wonders...like, it's not as if she can just call him or something. ]
Yeah. Me, too. Hey, um—how do I, I mean, how'll I know you guys made it okay?
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But maybe that's the same reason he's gotta go back, too, y'know? He sort of sucks at staying away from places that make him feel shitty.
He runs his hand through his hair. Sugar said the same thing. Carmy promised her he wasn't gonna be away forever, and then he sort of was until he wasn't. That's not happening here, Wanda knows that this is forever, but he wonders...like, it's not as if she can just call him or something. ]
Yeah. Me, too. Hey, um—how do I, I mean, how'll I know you guys made it okay?