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𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖆 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛 ☼ ([personal profile] solmate) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2021-12-01 08:44 pm

003

Who: Alina, Mage Jolene, Mal, Ciri, Sam Wilson
What: Alina crosses a desert as cargo with a disreputable carpet salesman. It goes better than expected.
Where: Castle Thorne, Horizon
When: Early December
Warnings: None yet
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-12-04 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Sam finds the letter in the morning, though it's not until later that morning, after he's already woken up and started about his routine. And maybe that's the problem with it - that it's his routine, that he didn't even think to check if something was off. He'd seen Alina that night, had checked in to made sure she'd eaten before he'd passed out himself, and if there was something off or weird about her cageyness, he didn't notice.

Maybe he should have. Maybe he should have been paying more attention. But Alina's always been somewhat cagey with him, and with Geralt's disappearance, Sam just. Hadn't thought to check in. It's also why he doesn't think to look, when he wakes up - pushing through the still present urge for coffee, and trying to decide if he wants to bother starting a fire in the hearth or if he should just grab something on the way. If he should bother making breakfast - maybe Alina would actually eat? And it's somewhere in that thought, as he turns to her bedroom door, that he catches the note on the table. The pile of maps. The scrawl he'd just started to recognize, himself.

He collapses into one of the chairs as he reads the words - over and over. It's not that he's shocked, really, but there is a pit that grows in his chest. Grows and grows until he can't quite keep his feet under him.

It's not until later that he responds. Not until later that he finds the empty coinpurse, the echoes of someone who had been packing, taking with her whatever remnants of her that had been left in the apartment, and then some. It's later that night, maybe early the next morning, that the words will come across her vision - Sam's tight script, not all that different from the notes he would sometimes leave her if he had to leave early, or would be back late.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO RESPOND TO THIS, BY THE WAY
BUT YOU DIDN'T NEED TO TAKE THE COIN
I WOULD HAVE GIVEN IT TO YOU
BUT I HOPE IT GETS YOU WHEREVER YOU'RE HEADED
AND I HOPE YOU FIND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR

YOU'VE GOT A PLACE HERE IF YOU EVER MAKE IT BACK
AND YOUR MAPS WILL BE HERE WHEN YOU GET BACK
YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO APOLOGIZE FOR.
I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME, AND I'M SORRY I COULDN'T DO MORE
Edited (hey dw wtf i wasn't done yet) 2021-12-04 02:19 (UTC)