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𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀 ⬡ 𝐌𝐀𝐗𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐅𝐅 ([personal profile] carmesi) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2022-03-28 11:50 am

( closed prompts )

Who: Wanda and others
What: Eclipse, magical madness, quest
Where: Solvunn and Horizon
When: A bit after the eclipse, mid-March.
Warnings: Will include in top levels if necessary.
freightcars: (I ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏ'ᴀʟʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴅᴜᴅ)

[personal profile] freightcars 2022-03-29 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
( From the completely empty audience seats, canned laughter — that Rogers. The running joke of Bucky's life, because Steve's trouble is his trouble practically every single time. Bucky sighs, head hanging down through the laughter, shaking it at the floor.

He waits patiently and expectantly as Wanda disappears, and furrows his brow when she returns with a box in hand. That confusion is real, unscripted, more than a little uncomfortable.
)

Great. ( He says dryly. ) Love getting surprise packages in the mail. It's almost never a bomb.

( Cue laugh track.

Back home, he had to put a restriction on his mail. The sheer number of death threats and uncomfortable fan mail sent to James Barnes was staggering in volume, and not exactly great for his mental health. Most of it addressed to his old home in Brooklyn from 1938, conveniently forwarded by the US Post to his new place until he put a stop to it.

More than once he got an official contact about a package withheld for something less than pleasant.

He accepts the package with no small amount of trepidation. Strangely enough, it takes no effort to open. No packing tape, no seal, just a simple matter of unfolding the flaps to reveal the contents.
)
freightcars: (Nᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ)

[personal profile] freightcars 2022-04-05 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
( He gets the feeling he's meant to perk up, like this is meant to be a light moment. Funny, or happy, or excited — something. Deeper down, though, churns a subtler gut feeling of discomfort.

Not sure why he doesn't like it. Just that he doesn't like it.

Instead, he pushes through a tight smile.
)

You know, I think that finally puts me in double digits.

( Was his hair shorter a minute ago? It's fuzzy, he can't remember. Feels the distinct impulse not to think too hard about it. )
freightcars: (Wᴀᴠᴇ ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏᴘ)

[personal profile] freightcars 2022-04-08 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
( Father isn't here yet; something uncomfortably cold runs through his stomach. A twist he hasn't felt in a long, long time. Funny how you can forget something for so long, only to have it come rushing back with perfect clarity.

The serum in his mind doesn't help.

Wait- the what? He didn't have that back then. Now.

Don't think about it. Just take the knife. Cut the cake. He should be happier about this, it's a happy looking cake. Happy looking sparklers. Happy looking sister.

He doesn't look all that happy himself when he slowly takes the knife and spends a too-long second looking down at it.

George Barnes is going to be pissed, he knows it already, but they only have so long for something good before he bulldozes his way in and shuts it down. His wife won't do much about it; Winifred is a spectre who will watch on, called in to reinforce George's point whether she agrees or not. Her most significant contribution will be you knew it would upset your father.

He wants to give this to her anyway, because his sister needs to be able to feel the good parts of life, not just the cold steel of it. He can deal with the fallout. He resigns himself to it, balling up that cold with fatigued acceptance, and forces a smile back onto his face.
)

Yeah. Guess we better.

( He cuts a perfect triangle slice from the bottom tier, television-pretty, and moves it carefully onto a plate that he offers out to her. )

If you hear him come in, take it to your room, okay?
freightcars: (bucky-104-00027)

[personal profile] freightcars 2022-04-22 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
( Why hide when you could kill him?

He could. It'd be easy, god knows it wouldn't take much. Two or three seconds and it'd be over, problem solved, no more walking on eggshells around the house. No more worrying about whether or not he'd ever escalate past verbal. Waiting for the day he snaps and tries to raise a hand against any of his sisters or his mother.

It's the only solution that makes sense.

He thumbs at the edge of the blade, smearing icing along the flat of it.

"James," comes the warning voice, already an octave too high. He exhales through his nose slowly, resigned.
)

Go to your room.

( It's a murmur.

She doesn't need to see this.
)