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π–†π–‘π–Žπ–“π–† π–˜π–™π–†π–—π–π–”π–› ☼ ([personal profile] solmate) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2021-07-08 08:50 pm

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WHO: Alina Starkov + OPEN
WHAT: July catch all, including backdated dungeon visits
WHERE: Dungeons, Horizon
WHEN: post-Frostwurm event through July event
NOTES: Starters in top levels, feel free to pm me or send me a private plurk ([personal profile] hellbender) if you want a custom start. I'll also take wildcards!
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-12 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ that doesn't really help matters, when it comes to sam feeling off about this whole experience. after talking to mal, after being down here and seeing this and feeling all of the injustice hit a little too close to home, sam is just starting to feel. a bit more than just frustrated. and seeing this girl reaching out, looking thin and dirty and unkempt, has sam working pretty hard to keep the unhappy tension out of his jaw.

the spark of recognition in her face has sam pausing, though. blinking once. ]
Mal mentioned...me? [ he needs a second, maybe a second, before it clicks and sam has his own spark of recognition mirrored back to her. ] Oh, oh, you're Alina. [ there's a hint of a smile, if only because he can see it - why mal had called her pretty, how she could be the one who gets him to make rash decisions.

( sam is also struck with how young she is. how young they both are. there is a curling in his stomach, again, but he swallows it back. )

at her questions, sam lifts his hands in a semi-defensive manner at her insistence, trying to calm her. ]
Hey, hey- breathe. He's okay. He's got that nasty bruise, but he was all together, and didn't seem to have any head trauma. Alina- [ he lifts his brows, waiting for her to pause, to take a breath. when she finally does, he lets a little of that smile peek through again. ]

He's alright, I promise. You don't know me, but believe me when I say that if he wasn't, I wouldn't be standing here. You can trust me on that. [ sam would be raising hell to get him out. but alina doesn't know sam yet, so it's possible she doesn't know that much either. still, sam lets out a breath and shakes his head. he would ask how two teenagers got themselves into so much trouble, but he doesn't need to ask. he can guess.

and then, after a short pause where he lets that sink in and for alina to hopefully relax a bit, sam lifts a brow. ]
He told me it was your idea.
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-16 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sam sees the defensiveness in it, the way her jaw tightens, at his poke at her. he's not surprised in the least by the fire and stubbornness he sees reflected back to him. if anything, she's just about what he could have expected from the girl mal would not stop talking about.

there's a whole series of emotions that cross over her face, and sam suddenly feels a bit bad for hitting on what is apparently a sore point. his conspiratorial look drops to something a bit more concerned. ]


You don't need to defend yourself to me, Alina. I don't blame you two for trying to run- Mal's been trying to get you out of here since I met him. I'm more surprised it wasn't his idea. [ sam dips his head a little, trying to get alina to meet his eyes. he's picking up on a few things, here, but he doesn't know the girl well enough to assume anything at all. but that flash of guilt, that bunching of shoulders. god, these kids had it bad. ]

Where were you headed? [ a beat, and then sam gives a small, encouraging smile. he doesn't want this to feel like an interrogation - he's more curious than anything. ]
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-20 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ the sound of her voice tugs at something in sam's chest. he feels like he knows mal well enough, but in seeing the desperate hope in alina's face makes him wonder what exactly it is they've run from. what they're still running from, here. he feels the urge to let his small smile drop if only because he doesn't even know if it will help anything, given the survival he sees written all over her.

but what is he to do? they want to run, to get anywhere else, and now they're both in cells. cells that phoenix works day and night to get them out of, but progress only moves so quickly. sam's eyes dart off down the hall, to where mal's cell is, and he lets out a breath. something like a sigh. he hates how helpless he feels, that he can't just make a few calls and make this happen, but they're all in new territory here. ]


Listen- I know you two will survive, and I'm not going to tell you to stop trying to make a break for it. [ he turns back to alina, looking a bit more serious now. ] But there are people on our side- [ he gestures between them. ] -who are working on getting you out of here. And that's harder to pull off when we're not all on the same page.

[ part of sam wants to tell her to hold tight, to trust that the work they're doing will get them free. he wants to tell her it'll be alright, and that she and mal will both be okay in the end, if she can just hold still...but he won't. he doesn't know what it is he's seeing in her eyes, but it stops any niceties or placating words he might have said right in his chest, and instead, sam shakes his head. ]

Just...you or Mal give me a heads up next time you try something like that, okay? I can't help you if I don't know what you're going to do.
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-24 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ sam is no stranger to distrust - if he counts his inner circle of colleagues for the better part of the last five years, he's actually quite expert in recognizing it. so he doesn't fault her for the lookover, and why he doesn't shy away from it either, his look remaining open. honest. she'll pick up on the fact he generally says what he means after they've had more than a single conversation, but until then sam can be patient.

he can take her answer, her okay. because whether or not alina trusts him, sam trusts her. and maybe that won't work out for him, and maybe there will be stumbling blocks on the road ahead, but all he can do is hold up his side. trust mal, and by extension, trust alina.

and as she gestures around, sam's eyes follow her hands. look to the cell around her, her cellmates. there's a look of displeasure that crosses his eyes for half a second at the state of things. at the hell they're putting people through down here, but then it's gone. ]


We're working on it, I promise. just need a little more time. [ and then his expression softens. ] Until then, what do you need? Food? Clothes? How can I help?
Edited (adds dialogue because i can) 2021-07-24 07:42 (UTC)
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-08-06 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ that's just it though, isn't it? sam has no idea who alina is outside of the fact she's close to mal, she's young, and she's been locked in a cell. as far as sam's concerned, she can look and act however she wants to. sam's not going to judge her.

he does light up a bit himself at the hopeful look she gives him, nodding along as she asks for more items. because yes, okay, that is something he can do, and when he mentions paper and ink, sam simply nods. they are pieces of who alina that fall into place pretty easily, but it does hit sam once more. how young she is. how unfair all this is. he remembers mal mentioning that she's been down in the dungeons since they arrived, and the guilt in his chest continues to grow. ]


I'll see what I can snag. [ if they were any closer, he'd reach on through the bars and squeeze her hand. as it stands, he's not in the mood to push his luck, so all he can do is smile at her. ] And I'll be back, probably tomorrow. But take care of yourself until then, okay?

[ that's when he'll head back up the stairs, slowly trying to plan how to sneak down whole books in his tunic....whatever. it'll work. he'll figure it out. ]