nadine_he_loves: (not so sure)

[personal profile] nadine_he_loves 2022-09-25 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Nadine honestly isn't sure how much good this will do, but...she'd said long ago that anything that could be used to protect against Flagg was worth learning. So this is worth learning. Besides...Dean is something of an expert when it comes to demons and dark forces. She trusts him on these things, and if he thinks she should learn, she will.

Dusting off her hands as she steps back, nodding.]


Yeah...I mean, as ready as I'll ever be, I guess.

[How does one prepare for this sort of thing? Steel themselves? She isn't even entirely sure what she'll be facing off against - 'demon' is a very broad term that covers many things.

At least this is all within the safety of the Horizon.]
nadine_he_loves: (mildly disturbed)

[personal profile] nadine_he_loves 2022-10-07 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[While not sure what to expect, this...isn't exactly it. It strikes a lot more personally than she'd anticipated and she finds herself rather frozen in place. The Horizon can be like that, sometimes. Like the clouds in her domain, she has little control over them, they change to suit her moods.

She really shouldn't be surprised.

After a moment, she reaches for the holy water. This she's seen in dozens of movies. Steeling herself, encouraging herself inside her head, she unscrews the cap and flicks the holy water at the 'demon'.

And promptly steps back with a small gasp at the result.]


I'm...I'm not so sure about this...
nadine_he_loves: (grim)

[personal profile] nadine_he_loves 2022-10-14 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[While Dean's support is certainly welcome, it's anger that gets Nadine in the right gear. The fear fades and a hot flare of anger rises up in her at the phantasmal demon's words. Her eyes narrow and her jaw sets and her narrow shoulders square.]

I am a queen.

[Of nowhere and no-one, in no way that truly matters, but even so. She was raised to be a queen, and she's certainly more powerful now than she's ever been in her life. Half of what she's done in the last year is practice and build up whatever skills she can that could be useful against Flagg, should he ever return. And whatever had happened, no matter that she mostly rejects him now, he had made her his queen.

She shakes the holy water at the thing violently, eyes still narrowed into furious slits, as though she intends to soak it entirely. Or come as close as she can.]
nadine_he_loves: (grim)

[personal profile] nadine_he_loves 2022-10-16 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I don't think that's going to get the response it wants.

[Nadine's angry now. It's about far more than this facsimile before her, but it makes a very nice target to let it all out. She wants to hurt it. It's awful, she knows the impulse is awful, but...

It's not even a real thing. It's all mist and magic, just a figment born of Dean's and her own minds. If she really wanted, she could probably just vanish it or turn it into a puppy. Not that she would, it would defeat the whole purpose of this. But she could, and so there's no guilt or shame at letting out some long-pent up anger at it.

Taking a deep breath, she begins reading from the slip of paper Dean's given her. At least her Latin pronunciation is flawless - one benefit of a strongly Catholic upbringing.]
nadine_he_loves: (grim)

[personal profile] nadine_he_loves 2022-10-21 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
[By the time it's done, Nadine is breathing hard and tense, but she hasn't backed down. It made her feel powerful, despite this being the Horizon. The whole point of these lessons is that they replicate what would happen in real life.

Maybe it's because of her childhood, so heavily steeped in the laws and lore of Catholicism, but the idea of exorcism is one that means something to her already. While many of her newly acquired skills had lived in the realm of fantasy, exorcism was a sort of 'magic' that had always been accepted as part of life. Not hers, exactly, but she'd never doubted there were priests out there doing the real thing.

And now she can. Or at least the basics.]


That felt good.