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𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀 ⬡ 𝐌𝐀𝐗𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐅𝐅 ([personal profile] carmesi) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2022-09-13 04:13 pm

· OPEN ·

Who: Wanda and others
When: September
Where: Solvunn & Horizon
What: Catch-all for the month! Including quest, and general OTAs.
Warnings: TBA
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Forest

[personal profile] waywardsister 2022-09-23 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's never been one to follow directions given to her just like that, and turns out this domain isn't any different. Claire's not quite sure how she even ended up here, what path she took to stumble into all of this. She's here now, though, and she hates it

But does she, though?

Claire's not exactly the type for hiking, for wandering aimlessly. And yet she finds herself torn - halfway lost to frustration and anger at the winding paths, halfway feeling like she can breathe in ways she can't at Mag's - or at the Roadhouse. There's a sense of solitude here she doesn't have outside.

And perhaps the thick forest reminds her of the Bad Place. Perhaps it brings back the phantom sensation of Kaia's hand in hers. Perhaps there's a part of Claire that's drawn to that kind of bittersweet pain. So when the raven seems intent to lead her somewhere... Claire shrugs a shoulder. Mutters: ]


Screw you, Nevermore.

[ And turns the opposite way. Takes a shaky breath and proceeds to get lost on purpose, in the forest as much as the shambles of her heart. ]
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[personal profile] waywardsister 2022-09-25 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Claire stills for a moment, glances towards the woman whose domain she's wandered into. Bright blue eyes briefly flickering up and down her form, as if assessing a threat out of pure habit. Defensiveness in the ways her chin juts up and out, in the ways her shoulders curl inwards all the same. Making herself small in the same breath as she tries to make herself look challenging. ]

I don't know.

[ Elsewhere, she'd never admit that. Would play off her wanderings as having a specific purpose. But in this strange place, that feels too transparently like a lie.

And Claire's just a human, except in the ways she's not. Perhaps someone like the Scarlet Witch can feel that, even if Claire's unaware. The way something sings in her blood, makes it human but not quite, but perhaps a little more, but strange either way. Just some 20 something year old in all the ways that should matter, except in all the ways in which something in her is different - a potential vessel for an angel by bloodline, and the first and only human in her world whose blood was not just tainted by lycanthropy in the past, but survived being cured of it. There's something about Claire that's not quite just human in the ways she should be. But it's also faint, like a mote of potential more so than something actively different about her. ]


Isn't that the point?
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[personal profile] waywardsister 2022-10-01 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
Claire.

[ No last name either. Claire sticks to that here - not so much because she thinks anyone would know her, but because she doesn't want that getting back to Dean. He doesn't remember her, because he only met her briefly years ago, and whatever wibbly wobbly shit this place pulls on people, Dean hasn't reached the point again where he meets her as a young woman and becomes a dear friend. It's the weirdest sense of loss, to have lost someone who's around you all the time, too. ]

It was a joke. You telling me if I say 'Hey Pringles' to that one over there, it'll stick?

[ She doesn't mean anything by it, really. But color her intrigued. And Claire trails along with Wanda. Keeping some distance between them, but moving with her all the same. ]

Yeah, see, I find random creatures trying to show me the way a bit sus. Seems to lead to rabbit holes or all kinds of other ominous shit.