hextechhead: (Jayce-Talis-by-Lylith-st-58)
Jayce Talis ([personal profile] hextechhead) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs 2023-01-30 12:19 am (UTC)

"After, when I saw all the carnage I created, I told Vi it was over. She pointed out to me that it was never going to be over, and that I was responsible for putting my head in the sand like everyone else." At the time Jayce had been so angry, he wanted to put his rage places, and in truth, if he was anyone else, it might have been easy to blame her for everything. That it was her fault. But he's never thought that, not for a second. It was his responsibility, through and through.

"I know she was right, but it just wasn't something I could keep doing. I let her take my Hextech gauntlets. She said I'd have to kill her to get them back, and I didn't want that. I guess, in a way, I was still rooting for her." That sounds crazy, he knows, it didn't make sense really. Nothing he did during that time makes proper sense. It was a lot of emotions and pain and bad decisions. They were all children who inherited the damage of their elders. Only the Undercity felt it.

"She said she came to me because you trusted me." And even if what they did was not something Caitlyn approved of, in that moment, the two of them were on the same page. Which is to say that Jayce doesn't disapprove of Vi, if that is what Caitlyn could think from their bad actions together. He doesn't know if they could be friends, but they did get each other.

As for the doing things for your own good, Jayce does have the good sense to look guilty. He knows that he was one of those people, trying to curb Caitlyn to 'protect her' in his mind. And he still feels that drive, it's difficult not to, but he knows now it can't happen. "I promise, I don't plan on making that mistake again with you." Besides, Caitlyn can beat him up! She can handle herself.

"Me too. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but we have to save his in order to do that." Otherwise Viktor will be spending the rest of his life with Jayce, it will be a tragically short one.

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