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abraxaslogs2023-01-09 11:31 pm
techmaturgy) wrote in abraxaslogs2023-01-09 11:31 pm
Entry tags:
- altaïr ibn-la'ahad; the magician,
- alucard; the hierophant,
- caitlyn kiramman; strength,
- cirilla of cintra; the devil,
- claude von riegan; the wheel of fortune,
- hilda goneril; the lovers,
- jayce talis; the magician,
- nadine cross; the world,
- stephen strange; death,
- steve rogers; the hierophant,
- tony stark; the magician,
- viktor; death
[open] january/february catchall
Who: Viktor and special guests and YOU
When: January through early February
Where: Cadens, the Horizon
What: open stuff, closed stuff, dangerous and illicit magical surgery, the usual
Warnings: the usual references to terminal illness including a steep decline and medical procedures/surgery. will list additional warnings as needed.
[open and closed starters in comments! This is also a general catch-all for Viktor’s do-or-die attempt to cure himself, and the events leading up to it, and his recovery (to come later). If you want a custom starter or something specific, just hit me up. full horizon details are here for any and all wildcarding needs. For everything else, I’m on plurk at ![[plurk.com profile]](https://plurk.com/favicon.ico)
whitticus and on discord at whitticus#8139.]
When: January through early February
Where: Cadens, the Horizon
What: open stuff, closed stuff, dangerous and illicit magical surgery, the usual
Warnings: the usual references to terminal illness including a steep decline and medical procedures/surgery. will list additional warnings as needed.
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[Meant literally, and because Alucard can imagine Jaskier having some ideas. In a good way, because recording means playing with the music itself and adding elements that one simply cannot in live performance.]
You have the luxury of time now. [And isn't that a wonderful thing to have? Alucard knows that it is something they'll return to time again. Being present.]
If anything occurs to me, I'll let you know. For now, I want to finish Old Public Hall for good, and then move on to a few theaters for Libertas. The theaters may need some creative elements in the near future.
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[Don't do it, Alucard, it's not worth it.
He does have the luxury of time. Viktor is still wrapping his mind around that--he's been sick for most of his life, and never really expected to make it even as far as he did. Now, all of that is behind him, and he's well aware his recovery is going to be more than just physical.
Which is why he needs projects. He's always at his best when working on something.]
I'd be happy to assist. It's the least I can do.
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[Because it isn't about the bet, it is the knowledge that he'd be worn down in the best way possible. Alucard knows that, because he has relationships with people and he can account for the given and take. Jaskier teases. Alucard grumps and give guff back. Or they bounce off of each other perfectly. With Viktor, it is an easier flow. One no less treasured.
God knows Alucard understands the need for projects.]
Just don't built this up into some elaborate debt system that lives only in your mind, hm? We collaborate because it serves our respective needs and we enjoy the work. Nothing more or less.
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[As in, Viktor would probably rather die before allowing himself to be recorded on one of Jaskier's songs. Maybe Alucard is a better person than him, for that.
On the subject of being indebted, Viktor's eyebrows furrow together. It's easy to see that he might have complicated feelings about being indebted.]
I tried to make a point of...not accumulating debt. I couldn't afford to be, back home.
[He's clearly not talking about money.]
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[Alucard realizes he may be prying. But he trusts Viktor to tell him to move away from the subject if need be.]
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[Viktor is planning on being forthcoming, knowing there's no reason to leave anything unsaid between them anymore. He's spoken a little about his home, but he does realize that he often raises more questions than he answers.]
My status in Piltover was tenuous, at best. The fewer people I owed, the better.
[The less power they could have over him.]
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But from what little Viktor has shared in the past, he has an understanding of how it can be life defining in the worst ways.]
Whereas here, your name has been your own by merit.
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The rest of it, well. He hasn't talked much about the Undercity beyond the fact that it was generally oppressed.]
It wasn't as though the Undercity was much better. Everything there is just as transactional--it has to be. And not kind to the physically weak, as you might imagine.
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[Alucard reaches out. A mug of warm coffee appears in his hand, and he brings it up to his lips for need of something to do while listening.]
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[He doesn't need to tell Alucard that, he thinks.]
And to enact the change I wanted to, I needed to go to Piltover. That's what I thought, anyway.
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You were forced to occupy two spaces and yet belong to neither of them.
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[Piltover would never let him forget where he came from, but it isn't like he belonged back in the Undercity, either. That's reason enough for Viktor to be glad that he's here, instead, but he's still far too invested in improving the Undercity.
Now that he doesn't have to worry about his own life, maybe he can turn his attentions back to the Summoning ritual.]
The Undercity deserves better. Trying to change things from within Piltover's systems was never going to work.
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[That sounds more than a little bitter, but Viktor tries to soften his tone as he continues.]
I had hope, for a time, with Hextech, but the greatest limit of scientific research is funding. We were beholden to whatever the Council wanted us to do, and they had no interest in helping the Undercity. It was a waste.
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[He laughs at that--he has it now, but home is impossibly far away, and on the brink of war, just like this place. Viktor wants to tell himself that the arc of scientific innovation bends towards societal improvement, but he's less naïve now. Too often warmaking and weaponry comes first. It limits him in the same way that politics and economics had.]
The Council was mostly interested in the economic applications of Hextech. We built the gates--near-instantaneous airship travel--and they would have been content with that, and nothing else. Imagine, the sheer possibility of it, and they couldn't see past the lining of their own pockets.
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[Alucard realizes it isn't the most impressive or even thoughtful observation. But he sits between two worlds so often that it is nice to say the stupid, simple things out loud.]
They care about their own well being and advancements. Whatever keeps one comfortable, or moving forward towards a goal.
I'm sorry they limited the scope of the work.
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[If Viktor could have excise that particular brand of selfishness and short-sightedness from the Piltovan elite, he certainly would have done so. Instead, he tried to work within the parameters, hoping he could get a foot in the door with something financially beneficial to them, moving on to his humanitarian work once he'd proved it viable. He'd underestimated the lengths to which people will go to maintain the status quo, even in the face of a scientific miracle.
The sentiment behind the apology is welcome, though he knows now that there wasn't anything he could have done. Viktor gestures vaguely into the air.]
It's all gone now, anyway. I've proven it works here, but it's still more of the same.
[Waiting, hoping that his work won't be immediately weaponized.]
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It stands to reason that if anything is extrapolated, then yourself and Jayce should be able to wreck it all. They're still building off of your work. Work you know and can modify in ways they will never think to. It is a built in fail safe, and I expect that it will be impossible to obscure all parts that are native to your world.
[Cheery, Adrian. Very cheery.]
Did you have any allies, when you were trying to work in the system? Besides Jayce, obviously.
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[Though he doesn't sound wholly encouraged. Call him a pessimist, but Viktor thinks a healthy dose of realism when it comes to wartime circumstances will serve him better. He made mistakes, back home, thanks to his own naivety. He won't do it again.]
Jayce was increasingly occupied, back home.
[That's a bit painful to admit, but there's no reason not to sugarcoat it. He'd taken up a Council seat, and that had pulled him away from the lab.]
It wasn't his fault. But it did make things...difficult.
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I'm not opposed to going over the top with destruction. If need be.
[Will it be a risk? Probably. Has Alucard done worse? Absolutely.]
There was no one else?
[Alucard can see Jayce becoming all too easily sidetracked. That doesn't surprise him. But Viktor being that alone is...he's projecting is what he's doing. Alucard knows he can't be in full isolation, and can reasonably assume that's true for Viktor.]
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[But, Alucard's right in that if Viktor needs an extra level of destruction, he has resources to call on. The tone of his voice, however, indicates that he perhaps wavered on the actual destruction. Probably a good thing, then, that Jayce and Alucard are here to make executive decisions.
This, then, is the most uncomfortable part of talking about home, simply because it's difficult to explain. He and Jayce are inseparable here. It's hard to paint a picture of the reality, back in Piltover, which is that Jayce was busy with the Council and politics and Viktor was alone.]
No, not for the work I was trying to do.
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[Alucard's question puts his thoughts on full and painfully obvious display. He'll abide by Viktor's choice, but he knows what the most correct thing is here, in his heart. It all needs to burn.
There's a soft sigh. One that understands how something could happen, even if Alucard would have been in Piltover and ensconced in money if he was from Viktor's world.]
I'm just glad it has worked better here. Truly.
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As am I. Obviously. [He gets to live now!] Maybe, someday, the time will be right.
[Peace, however, seems to be an ever-unreachable achievement.]
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[A blessing, a benediction, a prediction, or a hope. Whatever it is, it feels right in the moment. Alucard sighs, content. Relaxed. His breath fogs in front of him, and a gentle flurry of snow descends over the forest again.]