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claude von riegan. ([personal profile] godshattering) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2024-07-12 10:59 am

[ OPEN ] the river's overrun

Who: Claude and various
When: July + August
Where: The Free Cities, the Horizon, TBA
What: Catch all for both months + open TL for Free Cities quests for July
Warnings: None currently, will add/mark as needed


( open + closed starters below | action, prose, and wildcards all welcome | find me at [plurk.com profile] indech, by PM, or on discord to plot something! )
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-08-26 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Excellent.

[The word, rare from him, belies his exuberance. It is only... he knows what his heart desperately needs, and it is not to be alone for a time. Ramuh's understanding was some balm on its own -- little as he wishes to admit it -- but they are still relative strangers in the ways that matter, and he can only accept that the way Ramuh knew Clive is one he shall never get the chance to.

But he has known Claude for seasons before their many years, and somehow that solidifies him as a steady presence. A man who can be trusted. And while he is not always upfront with his meanings or his words, Dion finds no duplicity in him. Not to an extent that matters.

Dion takes his hand, and he leads him.

It is no mistake that he has already chosen the finer of the inns he has perused or slept in in the past, and though there is certainly no royal suite, there is a room on the second floor with a small balcony large enough for two, to look out into the eternal night and see through the forest canopy to the stars. With his needs so taken care of in Thorne, he has little need to spend coin on much besides his paints. And there, once the door is opened, is a bottle of fine wine waiting for them on a table between two beds, and his dragon curled around the bottle: an opportunity to show Claude the dragolet he knows in the Horizon knows him here, too.]
I hope it is adequate enough for you, Duke.

[While the title was once a real formality, Dion means it with affection now.]
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-08-27 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[It is fitting, gloved hand in gloved hand, as Dion so permanently wears his own as to not betray the scales and claws his hands bear as a permanent scar to the memories he has as a god. It is enough, he thinks, to have the touch at all. To... allow himself to reach out to someone he has come to trust so fully, that it has formed into something beyond that.

The sound of that word even makes him laugh.]
That sounds horrid.

[Princeliness. It is some particular charm to Claude, or simply a skill, that he can make something sound so glib and so light at the same time. The duke certainly has a hand in both traits.

Perhaps that is why he does not release his grip, even as he's led to the balcony. And indeed, as ever, the sky is dark, and the stars are shining. Though he had once approached Nocwich with the trepidation of a frightened animal, so coated in darkness, he now sees it for nothing more than a proper backdrop... and besides, there is still spots of light in such dark.]


I have little to spend coin on when Thorne is so excessively... generous. I should like to share such wealth, to have you be comfortable here. [With me. For as long as he should like to stay. It is an open invitation. He expects nothing, but he can admit he wants much.]
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-09-02 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[His nose delicately wrinkles.] Even worse.

[Remind him to never speak of Claude as his title again. The retaliation is unrelenting, and Dion can hardly keep up with it.

Finer things suit him, both with the thoughtless way he had gone after what he wanted as a god -- and inclined those around him to do the same -- to how easily he fits into this room now. To a portrait with a background of darkness and stars.

His lips lift. A sly thing to say when there are so many far less comfortable places. But with even such a small movement against him, both intimate and pleasurable, he cannot say that he disagrees. As long as Claude was close, and looking at him like this. Both with affection, and... meaning.

It has been so long since he's done this. Since he remembers these feelings. The flutter in his heart, the warmth that spreads from his hands into his arms from where Claude touches him. Not because they are unknown to him, but because he closed that part of his heart away the moment he told Terence goodbye.

There will be plenty of time to question what this does to his knight's memory -- whether it is betrayal, or whether it is something he even deserves.

But for the moment, he gives in to feeling completely, when he holds onto Claude tighter, leaning in to kiss him.]
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absolutely no worries!

[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-09-17 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[He'd judged the moment right.

Surely Claude can feel how hard his heart flutters simply from their proximity. His eyes slip closed, squeezing the hand in his grip. The one to touch his cheek is warm, yet cool compared to how the heat already blazes there, beginning at his lips and singeing up into his cheeks.

He remembers this -- a faded, imagined memory. But it had not felt like this. The reality of it makes it all the sweeter. A feeling as if... he is allowed this. It was not granted to him through times he cannot fully recall, that he did not truly live.

His other hand rests at Claude's waist, allowing the touch of a body when he normally entertains such a specific, intended distance between himself and others. When it is over, when he must break away to breathe, Dion leans some of his weight back against Claude.

He was not wrong. He smiles. He laughs, and it is breathless.

And Claude kisses him again. Here he allows his arm to wind around Claude, to pull him closer.]
When you put it that way, it sounds like flattery. [Oh, he's beautiful. The stars have nothing on him.] I did not intend for this when I invited you here, but... I confess, you have bewitched me for some time now.

[Before they were gods, he means. He thinks... perhaps even upon their first meeting, when this curious man followed him from the roofs, only some short distance from where they stand now.]
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-09-29 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[It may be the first time he has had anything to truly smile about, and for it to last so long. The press of their bodies is unfamiliar and electric; it burns like the light he's held in him since the day he was born.

There is a lifting of weight. For once, he is not thinking of his guilt, or his regrets, or his loss.]


Stumbling is... the correct term, I think.

[As much as a newborn drake that has yet to understand where its legs end and its wings begin, so, too, Dion feels he is approaching an entirely new experience. This is not... this is not how he was with Terence, where he always knew where he stood, what Terence thought of him. Still so much of Claude is covered in fog; details of his world, of his life beyond the monastery. The war he was pulled into. The war he survived to be here.

He leans into the hand upon his face.]
You captured some parcel of my heart before we were ever gods. That, I can promise you. But I was not sure... if you had the room for such affections.
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-10-08 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't have asked for this to happen any other way.

[The time it took makes it all the more precious, just as his time with Claude as a god was -- those lazy afternoons in the sun, chasing after his attentions, was wavering and energetic as they were.

But those same memories is why he mentioned room at all. While some things happened during those memories that would never happen again, or come to pass -- his dalliance with Ramuh comes to mind -- he would be remiss to not recall the triumvirate Claude had once been a part of, bound so tightly together they could hardly be separated.

He shifts, his hands to Claude's waste. A little room to breathe, but he is unwilling to stop touching him now he has gotten the contact he has craved so terribly.]
I admit, such a concept is new to me. [He looks down, clamouring for the same bravery that had him confront the emperor.] I have never had an opportunity to have an open heart. And you -- I can hardly believe mine is the only heart you have a hand on. As long as you are happy, Claude. That is all which matters to me.
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-10-14 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
[They are words true to his heart. After all, his living at all is an impossibility. And yet here he stands. He thought, after Terence, there would be no more for his heart in his world, or any world. And he meant it to be so; Terence had been by his side for nearly his entire life, and no one can replace him.

He does not mean to replace him. He does not wish to spill any blood nor blood on Terence's name. He cannot know where he is now, how he fares, with his prince having been gone a year -- or longer. He can only hope he found something anew. That he found the healer child and they are both safe.

He prays to Greagor this does not stain his memory. That this bout of selfishness in his prince is not unforgivable.

Claude's arms are a perfect weight on his shoulders. He leans into him, feels... supported. An impossible feeling as well, but Dion cannot lie and say he has not needed such support through his life. He would not have made it this far without Terence's support.

His smile is wistful.]
I cannot afford to worry for the future. I should rather focus on the now. [The matters of what he deserves must be set aside. If he only receives what he deserves, then he should have nothing.] Which includes the night. I should like you to stay. I cannot accept to part from you now, with such revelations, at least until tomorrow.
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sorry for the wait ;;;

[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-10-31 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[More than a night. He nearly chokes to hear it. It -- the longer the seconds pass, the more impossibility presses in o him. They still hold so many secrets between the two of them. So many unknowns. And yet they were both so willing to move past that. To care despite it.

This kiss Dion is happy to sink into, lifting a hand to cup Claude's cheek, to lean his weight into his body. Dion may not be the dominant of Shiva, but glacial, for this moment, is a pace he can work with.

He still feels like he's in a whirlwind regardless.]


I would love nothing more. [And yet it is terribly hard to put any distance between them. To even stop kissing him. He's never had this freedom. To stand with a man he has fallen for and not dread the next moment he shall be pulled into war. This place has no power over him.] Oh, no, of course not. We cannot forget the dragon.

[She perks up at attention pulled to her, lifting from the bed with a stretch. No, it is only fair she should be here, too. When she is yet another thread between them.]
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-11-06 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Dion laughs, quiet, letting Claude slip out of his hands only because he knows that he has him in a way that is not merely physical. It is enough that he can watch him undress, to make himself comfortable in a place that Dion had carved out for himself.

He's allowing this. He's allowed this. Company. Tenderness. Things he never thought he should touch again... that he earned through trust alone.

Dion removes his outer jacket, until he is only dressed in a light, loose chemise that flutters around his chest. Only long enough to hide the stone of his skin underneath. One step at a time, he thinks. Dion is not focused on his curse tonight.

As many years as he spent curled up around Claude in the sun as Bahamut, as much ease as he found in it, it is clear the same ease does not come to him as a man. Not when his experience has been so... limited. He leaves his boots beside Claude's, removes his gloves -- hesitating only for a second -- to reveal the scales and claws that are his hands now.

It feels as if secrets may be all he has to share anymore. But he does wish for more. And it is this that has him lean his body against Claude's, to sink down until his head is in his lap. His dragon crawls between them, fitting herself in the space between Dion's chest and Claude's legs so she lays across both of them. The ease which Dion lacks appears to be contained entirely in his dragon.]
The reality of this is even more blissful than those remembered dreams.
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[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-11-15 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Like a startled cat or the first touch of a newborn chocobo, Dion stiffens at the touch. This is not his norm. He was not allowed -- or, rather, did not allow himself -- more than small, brief moments of tenderness with Terence. Moments that were still hidden from prying eyes, that were in his tent on the battlefield or, more rarely, his room in the castle.

He was already target enough. He did not need to spread the danger to anyone else.

Another stiffening when Claude takes his hand, and this time he watches it happen, his eyes having slowly slipped closed from the touch. Of course he understands the sense that Claude does not care, but... Dion does. He has hated the change since it was forced on him.

Now Claude's fingers slip between his, unharried by the feeling of scales. Well. He does have extensive experience with wyverns. A distinct fondness of them. It is only that Dion has always had a firm separation of himself and of Bahamut. They were separate, they were one and the same. His body was his own, apart from the curse.]


A gift. [He tilts his head back to look up to Claude's face. He doesn't need to speak it to make it a question.] From the Singularity, so I've been told. A hint of what is to come.
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wrap up around here? ♥

[personal profile] princeofruin 2024-12-07 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe. [His repetition could offer some agreement, and it does, but most of Dion is far more pessimistic about his own future. He has already succumbed to the emotions that had taken him over as a god once before. What is to stop him from getting worse? For settling into such feelings?

Perhaps it is this. His memories of all those years (and there were far too many of them) have drifted into fog, and he can no longer recall if he had lifetimes with Claude, or if they met again after centuries apart. But he cannot believe that love for another could make a man worse. It is the very antithesis as to what Ultima believed.

Dion's heart feels weak. Even with the scales, he can feel the press of heat, of lips. Of adoration. It is that which seals the fact he will tell Claude all of his secrets. To ensure he is worthy of such receptions.]
Thank you. [He lifts himself, tipping his head in for another kiss.] Then I am yours as long as such beliefs continue.