sam wilson. (
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abraxaslogs2021-10-25 06:39 pm
[ open ] gonna keep movin', gonna roll to town
WHO: sam wilson and OPEN
WHAT: various prompts, some closed, some open! (open log for oct/nov)
WHEN: End of October/November
WHERE: cadens, desert around the city, horizon, etc.
WARNINGS: n/a atm but will update
WHAT: various prompts, some closed, some open! (open log for oct/nov)
WHEN: End of October/November
WHERE: cadens, desert around the city, horizon, etc.
WARNINGS: n/a atm but will update

closed { marlo
sam almost found himself attaching onto the city, the people, the streets and jobs and things he got caught up in. he knew there were larger issue at play, knew that with ambrose and the mages in thorne, the singularity and the horizon, there would always be something to do - but sam, almost selfishly, had been enjoying the sense that maybe he could just work on one thing at a time. getting settled, looking after his people, keeping everyone connected.
then there were the newcomers - faces that sam did not recognize, has not seen. faces of new summoneds who did not know what the castle thorne even was. geralt had been out to the barracks and had come back with information, sam had caught some of the faces on the streets of cadens themselves. he hates the feeling, like something is wrong, like he's been lied to. but before he can allow himself to get too caught up in it, sam requests a meeting. he decides that after their first meeting, after all that marlo offered up for him and the others, he wants to know what she thinks.
for a city that they'd been told wants to destroy the singularity, who is moving beyond magic and the need for it, what use would they have for more of them. before sam can get upset, before sam can get angry, he takes a step back. decides, instead, to hear her out. to try and understand. and then, after that, he could hopefully talk to her about it. talk her through the reasons why this wasn't acceptable and work from there.
he's relieved to find out his request for the meeting was accepted, which is what leaves him here, waiting in the small room outside of her office, just like he did those first few days. ]
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[Much like before, Marlo offers a tired but friendly smile and instructs Sam to sit a soon as he's ushered into her office. The hunting dog in front of the fire barely lifts his head this time.
There's no indication the prime minister is bothered by this meeting, or worried about what Sam may want to talk about.]
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get better he tells himself, stepping inside and moving over to the same seat he'd taken last conversation. ] That's fine- I don't want to take up all your time. [ he waits until she makes it to the other side of her desk and begins to sit herself before he lowers himself down in the chair, though his posture is straighter than before. not stiff, necessarily, but he's come with a topic and he's feeling a certain kind of way about it. ]
But I'll get right to it. [ a beat, a small frown. ] Do you know what is happening in the barracks outside of Cadens?
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I do. And I'm sure it looks bad from where you're sitting, but we're not trying to repeat what Thorne's doing. What we are trying to do is figure out a way to make sure everybody ends up where they ought to be. If we could do it with a wagon, we would.
[She leans back in her chair, her body language and expression remaining friendly but a bit tired.]
And I can promise you this: no one who ends up here while we figure this out is going to be mistreated. No one's getting locked up. No one's being interrogated. No one's ending up stuck here and having to fend for themselves or prod at the Singularity for us.
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Yeah- no offense, ma'am. But it does look bad. Really bad.
[ but he does listen, even if sam's frown doesn't quite go away. tired or not, he isn't sure he's following. isn't sure he gets it. so he waits for her to finish, fully, before responding himself. ]
And where does everyone ought to be, if you don't mind m asking? [ it's asked simply, without any tone or tilt. ] Because if you're trying to find a way for us to head home, that's one thing. One thing that we can probably help with, if you'll let us. But if you're still bringing people here- that forcing people into something they didn't want to be a part of, and getting them stuck here, just like the rest of us.
[ he takes a breath, resituates himself just in case he was coming across as sharper than he needed to. ]
Unless you've found some way to ask these newcomers if they want to sign up for this, you're taking people from their home. Which is exactly what Thorne did, and probably still is doing. [ which is sam's issue, at the end. that all of this had been without consent, without asking. there are kids that need to get home, people who had wars to fight. this singularity business was one thing, sure, but it's the principal of the matter. ]
And don't get me wrong- we are grateful for everything you've done and are doing. You've treated us well when you didn't need to. But bringing more of us here...it sends a very different message.
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[Marlo folds her hands on her desk.]
I already told you that we don't understand the Singularity or what Thorne's trying to do with it. It's a process, and one we're working our way through. But if you all want to get back to your places, you should have realized by now that it's the Singularity that's going to do it. I'm sorry for anyone who's displaced in this process, but we aren't trying to kidnap anyone. This is the problem with magic, you can't predict it.
[The shake of her head and slight irritation that comes into her voice at the end says clearly how the Prime Minister feels about magic.]
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[ he lets out a breath of his own, here, holding himself back from the sudden urge to rub at his face. sam needs to shift tactics, he doesn't know how much they're going to be able to get done with this. ]
Whether you mean to or not, you are - technically - kidnapping anyone who bring here. I know that's not your intention, but I know how the others like me are feeling, and I can imagine what Thorne is going to do in response to it, and I'm coming to you to try and get ahead of anything that might start up in response to it.
Do you know what's going wrong, yet? Why people are showing up here, instead of anything - I'm assuming you're testing it on things before you try it on people - leaving?
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closed { geralt.
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Sam, on the other hand. There's work to be done. Geralt's offered after the...rising dead situation, seeing as Sam's clearly used to weapons that don't involve a long blade. Which is all that's available on this sphere. He means to teach Jaskier, too. May as well get the most out of the dull training sword he's acquired. (Besides, he owes Sam. For a fuck of a lot more than what a few lessons can cover, but it's a start.) He's considered doing it in the Horizon altogether, but the more they avoid ducking into that place too often, the better. Useful as it is, Geralt prefers not to rely on being there if they haven't got a need for it. And Sam will probably find the weight of a sword quicker to memorize if he can hold it in reality.
They're far enough out of the city, up on the hills away from prying eyes. It's early in the morning; the air's cool and there's just enough light out without the chance of running into any stray wanderers. Geralt's left his own weapon leaning against a tree, tucked inside a leather sheathe meant to sling over his shoulder rather than strap to his back: a more discreet method of carrying that he's found suitable for the city. No point in looking armed wherever he goes, when all he's doing is delivering monster bits.
The training sword, though—that, he's placed in Sam's hands. He wants to see what Sam can do, to start with, what edge his combat experience grants him even if he's not learned his way around a sword, so Geralt's simply invited Sam to attack. If there's any hesitation, Geralt will assure him he's unlikely to land a blow. Or at least it won't take anyone's head off if he does. His stance is loose, but there's a sharp, critical look in his eyes, one that suggests it doesn't matter if Sam's never touched a sword in his life. Now that Geralt's given him one, he intends to make him proficient with it if it's the last thing he does. ]
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he gets some of the basics, kind of knows where to put his feet and how to hold the sword itself. and the strength training he does, actually, work on. can, even out of practice and unsure of the weight distribution and how not to look like a total freaking dufus, he can hold it without worrying about his hands losing grip or his arms shaking. even with a training sword, he knows that the number one way to fail this whole thing is to not expect the weight of the weapon. so at the very least sam can do that.
but there's something about this whole thing that feels vaguely...what? exciting? funny? it's hard to put words to it, but he agrees to the lessons geralt offers and they head out of the city not long after the night of the living dead situation. geralt had mentioned a hunting trip, and hadn't totally balked at the idea sam gave of tagging along. he needed a little fresh air, time out of the city, and a hunting trip - no matter how old school it sounds - would help. (truth was, with the whole thing with mal, the newcomers, the whole thing with ciri and jaskir, his conversation with marlo - sam was exhausted, down to his very bones, and something about camping and hunting and getting away from it all with someone who both understood what was happening but wouldn't, necessarily, make him talk about it sounded a lot better than it had any right to.)
and so they are here, and geralt is weaponless, sam feels absolutely ridiculous - but it's good. it's nice. sam feels himself laughing a little, in the early morning light. ]
I still can't believe you won't cross swords with me, man. [ yes, the joke is lame. give him a break, it's still early, and it still makes sam chuckle a bit to himself before readjusting his grip (he will never feel comfortable holding one of these, he's sure of it) and holding geralt's eyes. he recognizes the sharp edge, the tightness in his look. for all this might be training, geralt does not take this lightly, and while he does joke - sam's stance makes it obvious he doesn't either.
he strikes out wide, first. going for geralt's arm, or shoulder, or really anything along that left side of his. he knows, though, the second he steps into it that he's moving too slow. that it'll be easy to block. but sam is already moving and tries for it all the same. ]
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Besides, Sam's company has grown familiar now. Simple. It happened when he wasn't looking, when he realized he's come to trust the man with what he does not often trust with others. Geralt's still deciding how he feels about it, if he should feel anything. For now, it means that despite his preference for solitude, Sam's presence no longer feels like an intrusion.
Awful fucking jokes and all. Geralt sighs, casting Sam a look, but his gaze loses a bit of its edge. ] You've been spending too much time with the bard.
[ Sam's posture isn't at ease with the sword as he should be. Geralt's not too concerned; it'll change with time. He does move, though, without hesitating, which is all that matters. Geralt doesn't so much block as he steps out of the way—and for as long as Sam keeps pressing forward, he'll continue to do so, ducking and weaving around each swing. Sam isn't necessarily slow; it's more that he can only be so fast compared to a Witcher. But Geralt's watching every movement, taking it in, and he thinks he's right to feel like Sam has the potential to pick things up quick enough.
Wherever the next blow comes from, Geralt will—for the first time—reach out to catch Sam's arm or wrist, or maybe even the dull blade itself if it gets that close. There's something close to approval in his expression. ] Not bad.
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it's like being able to breathe a little easier, without realizing you'd been struggling to. like a weight being lifted you hadn't known was there.
sam feels a bit like he can breathe better out here, but he also doesn't know if that's because geralt is keeping him busy. that there's so much to camping, to traveling, to hunting that sam's mind can't afford to wander back. to marlo, to mal, to the growing tension in the air. something is going to happen, he knows it, and it's driving him insane not having a direction to move in yet. too worried about pushing too far in one, not enough in another. with this, with camping, there is always a next step. something to do.
it's enough that sam can feel bits and pieces of himself start to relax, the tension in his shoulders easing. it's just sparring, it's just practice, but sam doesn't carry any of that background worry as he adjusts the practice sword in his hands. ]
Okay- for one? I'm offended you think I get all my jokes from Jaskier. I have my own material. [ he steps in for another strike, or at least an attempted one, because geralt steps to the side or leans just enough that sam just gets air. on the next, and the one following. sam steps back for a moment, recenters, before cracking another smile. ]
But, after seeing you both at Julie's? I get the connection. It looked like y'all had fun. [ which, okay, maybe sam shouldn't bring up the party - he'd managed to successfully avoid talking about how he wasn't quite able to shake the mood there, in the same way he can here, and he's not really in the space to want to talk about it now. not when he's finally getting a few moments to breathe. so he chooses that moment to strike- or at least make some semblance of a fake and strike, which is why it gets close enough, and how geralt reaches out to stop him. he notes the approval, or whatever its closest cousin seemed to be, and feels the prideful sort of warmth spread out in him. ]
Yeah yeah. [ he rolls his eyes and loosens the stance, steps away again to reset. he knows he's doing quite a bit wrong, objectively probably has a better idea of what he's supposed to do than he can really put into practice. but that's why they're here, isn't it? sam breathes for a few moments, rolling his shoulders. ] Well? Hit me. How bad am I?
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Besides, he'd gotten his satisfaction at the end of the night elsewhere. That'd been more than plenty for him.
But he hasn't missed that Sam had been a little off that night. Not hard to notice when Sam's usually not like that. Geralt hadn't said anything of it, other than coming up to Sam for a few moments with a drink. He gets it. A lot's happened. And where Geralt tends to sink into a combination of baser instincts and work to get his mind off things, he's caught on Sam isn't the same where the former is concerned. So he doesn't mention it now, either, just lets go of the blade and raises an eyebrow in answer. Sam will handle what's got him preoccupied in his own time. Geralt's just here to make sure Sam can swing a sword while he does so. Maybe take his mind off of what he can't help and put it towards what he can do. Which is learn. ]
You're too stiff. Your footwork falters. [ That's no surprise. Most focus so much on learning their handling, they forget about their feet. Which, to Geralt, is arguably more important. Because you need a weapon to clash with a sword, but you don't need one if you're good enough to get out of the way before it ever comes near.
There's something else, though. Something he isn't sure is a lapse so much as a choice. ] And you don't strike to kill.
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closed { jaskier.
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While he's quite sure he could summon Red to himself, the idea of practically thieving away Sam's companion leaves him ill.
And while he has made a point to arrive with a gift of some sort every time he visits Sam -- repayment for the dinners he's offered, his drinks and treats, and moreso his company -- this matter is too urgent. Jaskier's knocking is loud and insistent, far from the polite, rhythmic taps from any other day.]
Sam! Hellooo? I need to speak with you! It's vital.
[Bless Melitele, he's in. There's a noise and then the door opens, and Jaskier strides right in with the open invitation, his hands moving frantically as he begins to explain.] It's about Geralt. He's gone. I mean -- he's gone, but not in the normal way, that way where he sorts of disappears for a few days hunting. We found Roach, but she'd been out in the desert for at least a day, and I need Red. [It's only here he pauses, swallowing.] We're going out to find him.
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( there are dark moments, too, where sam sits on this couch in the dark and misses steve, with a kind of suckr-punch to the gut pain. he'd have a plan, he'd know what to do, he- )
so, when the knocking comes to the door, sam is of course there. and with the voice that follows sam only needs a couple more steps until he's at the door, pulling it open. it's panic that swells in him first, from the tone of voice jaskier pushes through the door as well as the basically everything that has happened over the last few weeks...sam doesn't like being pessimistic, but considering their track record, something is probably wrong. ]
What happened? [ though the question falls on seemingly deaf ears, as jaskier walks easily right into the room, already explaining, already talking about what's happening. sam closes the door behind them and crosses his arms over his chest, preparing himself for the news.
though even with that preparation, sam isn't actually ready to hear it - geralt, gone. not just hunting, but gone. sam's stomach drops, heavily, and the color drains from his face. it may be a bit of an abrupt reaction, but jaskier says he's gone and sam's mind goes to mal, to peter, to bucky, and the weight of the worst case scenario drops along with his expression. ]
You found Roach? [ because that's what does it - the fact that roach had been alone, the one thing geralt would have never allowed. he's gone. he's gone, and the last thing that sam did...
he shakes his head, turning to the next in the far corner of the room where red had made his home. sam tilts his head and red, awake and aware, glides over to land on his shoulder. sam is tired, exhausted even, but these are familiar steps to fall into. ] Of course you can take Red. I can help too, if you need it. You're going out to the nest, right? Where he usually hunts?
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It leaves him feeling as if he'd made a leap over a precipice and misjudged the distance.]
Roach found us, more accurately. [With what Ciri thought was blood staining her flank, but Jaskier simply is skimming over that detail. It doesn't matter.
I can help. And he's not already gathering everything he needs to do it.
Jaskier has been so carefully stepping around Ciri to make sure that she doesn't fuck off and disappear to the same place Geralt has that he has not had time to lose himself in his own worries. He simply does not worry about Geralt. He never has. This, though. It feels different. And they were never meant to be here.]
Yes. Around there. [He looks from Red to Sam, the bird tilting his head as if to signal something. Not that Red needs to. Jaskier isn't a fool.] No, I don't think -- it's not that I don't trust you, because I do, but Ciri is on edge and I've barely managed to stop her by myself.
[And he has a suspicion Ciri would not be thrilled to have anyone she does not absolutely trust with them, especially if... if something happens. He trusts Sam, but he cannot give him Ciri's secrets.] I'm sure it's nothing. Perhaps he ran into a particularly cranky basilisk. [He doesn't believe that at all, actually.
It's not convincing. He pauses, then takes Sam's hand. The color has not returned to his face.] Are you all right? Don't tell me you'll miss Red that much.
[And there's Jaskier to a T -- the same one who'd made jokes after meeting Lady Death right on the edge of her lands. If anything, the tightness in his chest coils tighter. Something feels off, and it's not only about Geralt.]
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sam nods, a bit distracted, at the sound of the details. of roach finding them. sam is in motion even as jaskier speaks, but comes to a slow stop when he mentions ciri, when he mentions trust. it's not that sam doesn't know ciri doesn't fully trust him, and it's not like he expected anything else, but when faced with no, don't come and the sudden, added weight that he's not needed and there's nothing for him to do, well. it's not jaskier's fault, it's not anyone's fault, so sam just sort of swallows the feeling back. ] Right. No, definitely. And if anything, someone's got to be here if he comes back and you both are still gone.
[ because that's logic, that makes sense. he nods and sort of sets down the pack he'd been carrying - expression still a bit lost as he tries to grapple with...what? the fact that geralt might be gone too? that something in him is screaming that this isn't random, that something has to be happening? he thinks about moving back to the kitchen, thinks about rubbing at his jaw, but in a moment of jaskier seeming to know exactly what sam is planning to do, reaches out to grab his hand. ]
What? [ he blinks at that, some part of him knowing it's a joke but not quite connecting the dots. ] Oh, no, it's not...that. [ pull it together, wilson. sam looks back and sees jaskier watching him, sees the concern and focus and, well. god. he must really look awful, huh?
i'm fine sits somewhere in the back of his tongue, but he's able to catch it before giving voice. knowing how much of a hypocrite it would make him sound. realizing how much he might not be taking his own advice. so sam exhales, trying to squeeze jaskier's hand in a more reassuring manner. ]
Sorry, I just...I can't shake this feeling that something else is going on. [ it's insane, but at the same time, could he really put it past thorne to be pulling something like this? to taking all of them? sam feels a bit like he's crazy, like he's trying to sit at home in this tiny apartment and find clues in something that doesn't exist. maybe geralt just got lost, maybe he got waylaid by more bandits, maybe he's totally fine and the guilt and weight is just sam overreacting again. ] There's just a lot that seems to be happening.
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My thoughts exactly. [He isn't only agreeing to agree. If something happens to Jaskier again, then... they can keep going. He's being realistic. But if Sam were there, if he and Sam were both to be hurt and injured, and Ciri incapacitated somehow -- how is it he's often the optimist, and yet he's already prepared himself for the worst?
Geralt is only missing. Geralt is not gone.
He simply cannot be. They came here together. There's a fucking reason for that. Whether it is Melitele's hands at work, or Destiny, or simply a shitty sense of irony. It's simply how it is.
Jaskier's eyes don't leave his face, attempting to discern exactly what's going on here. Sam is not what he would call laid back. Not in this way. Every time something has happened, he was there. Boundless energy, reassurances. He hadn't even said, I'm sure Geralt's fine.
Usually he doesn't need to hear it, but this time. This time, he really could have used it.]
Something else? [Sam looks lost. Lost in a way he's not sure about. It's true he hasn't seen Sam around their place for a little bit, but... what could've happened? The ghosts? No, he can't imagine it was that. That was really an idle annoyance, if anything.] Hold on. What are you talking about?
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wrapping up maybe? c:
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Yoo-hoo, anybody home?
[ Even if he's not immediately available, Sam will show up eventually and have a visitor. ]
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but the actual truth that stayed from that first group-trip into the horizon, and then through that barbeque, and after still was the big ole welcome mat outside his front door. did sam actually expect them all to keep in constant contact? no. but his door would be open, if they did find their way here.
which also meant that sam may or may not be spending a bit more time in this house - finding things to do, wasting time, just on the off-chance someone might come by. just because there is the potential of this exact moment coming up, where sam is sitting at his kitchen table, bits and pieces of a drone scattered across, while he'd been 'fixing' some horizon version of redwing from back home, just for the feel of it in his hands. ]
Back here! [ he calls out without thinking too much about it - finishing up with a last wire, connecting a last bit. when he glances up to see it's lloyd who is stepping through the threshold, sam's face breaks out into a kind of grin. ]
Took you long enough to show up.
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Lloyd hears Sam holler through the house and follows the voice into the kitchen where he's got.. whatever the hell he's got strewn across the countertop. His attention flits quickly from what Sam's working on to his face, and Lloyd takes a moment to look affronted. He puts a hand over his chest in mock-hurt. ]
Party don't start 'til I walk in, and that's a fact!
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so when lloyd shows up, looking affronted, sam gives him a single arched brow. a snort, too, for good measure. ]
Yeah, okay Keesha. [ and then he's gesturing to the fridge, his hands still picking away at the wiring and pieces of the drone. ] Beer's in the fridge if you want any.
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He watches over Sam's shoulder, not really sure what he's looking at. ]
So what're you even doing?
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Working on a kind of drone I had back home. His name's Redwing. Or- [ he looks across the table at the mess of wire and electrical insides. he gives a sigh. ] Or he is when he's put together. I felt kinda restless so figured I'd find something to keep my hands busy.
[ the look on lloyd's face is answer enough, but sam asks all the same. ]
Guessing you're not a tech guy?
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