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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2022-03-17 09:52 am

You don't have to make a sound 'cause they got what you need

WHO: Jesper Fahey and you!
WHAT: Catch-all for the rest of March!
WHERE: Cadens and Horizon!
WHEN: Throughout March

various starters (all open)
message at waftingcurtains if you have ideas or just wildcard it up!
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[personal profile] yeshou 2022-05-31 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Love? I appreciate the flattery, but I haven't heard anything like that before."

Not that he hasn't felt loved, but that was a long time ago. Recently, Wen Kexing is caught still figuring out how to accept any human relationships. The word is detached from its meaning, and sometimes he wonders if he ever really knew what it meant to begin with. Still, he grins and takes the dart with an easy glide of fingers over Jesper's hand, expertly sneaking in the brush of contact before he begins toying with the item in question, turning it this way and that with keen interest.

"Have you ever been loved? Or are you in love with anyone now? Someone with your looks and skill must have plenty of lovers."

He could imagine the man surrounded with admirers happy to keep him company in any way he asked. And that wouldn't be a bad , would it? Not at all. He gently balances the dart in his hand, then on the back of his hand like he might a hand fan. Then he tosses it up and catches like he's directed, playing with it like a cat with a toy.

"About me..." Should he lie? Be honest? He's always lied in the human world before. That was until he met a few people that wouldn't turn away from the truth. That had been refreshing.

"I was a ghost. Longer than I was human. I used to resent the humans of the world, always treating everyone unfairly over their own greed. But then I found someone truly beautiful and I thought if I can haunt beauties, then I won't be unhappy."

He grins as they walk along, playfully holding up the dart to stroke the back of it along Jesper's shoulders, teasing just to get a reaction.

"Are you in love?"
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No problem! welcome back!

[personal profile] yeshou 2022-06-07 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds familiar, drifting from pleasure to pleasure. Wen Kexing had once lived like that, waiting and plotting for the day he would ultimately drag the whole world to hell with him. Taking small moments of gratification where he could without any thought for more. It didn't have to be love, he thought. Ghosts disappear in the light anyway.

But then things had changed. Violently, as everything tends to go with him, but they had changed. He peers curiously at Jesper, pairing the image before him with the descriptions the man gives--a lover to many, a free spirit who found someone tender and sweet. It's romantic. Why would a world pulling people in dare to separate people that are together? He spins the dart over his fingers, falling into a restless gesture that doesn't reach his face. His hand redirects the energy, masking some of the expression he might have if he weren't used to being on guard. Point over end, he taps it lightly along Jesper's shoulder, almost without realizing it himself.

"I am alive. But to the world, I might as well have died. There was no place that wanted me, and they would have torn me apart if they could. But I... I became their monster."

He wouldn't have admitted that before. In the civilized world, no one would readily admit to their criminal history. But he was far from the jianghu and forgiven, exonerated by an immortal master, so why can't he admit who he is here? Suddenly, Wen Kexing is struck by a sudden self-consciousness. He coughs and drops his hand, lowering his head slightly as he does so that he's looking up at Jesper, feeling exposed.

"He's- a cold beauty." Wen Kexing laughs away the uneasiness. "At first, all he did was reject me. I met him by pure chance, but he was so untouchable and refined I couldn't look away. And he brought me home and treated me like his servant!"

Which was more human than he had been allowed to be in twenty years. But he avoids that thought. Or the thought that being flirted with so easily still manages to make him feel vulnerable.
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[personal profile] yeshou 2022-06-07 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Wen Kexing wonders what it would be alike to be truly alone again. If he were sure that Zhou Zishu was alive and well, he might be able to bear it, but only just. He's not ready to live torn away from that man. Jesper speaks so calmly, it's a wonder to him that he can be here with another far away. Lost in thought, gripping the small dart in his fist like a stone, he startles when the pace stops suddenly, brought out of those sad thoughts. The tap of the finger, easily and relaxed on his skin without any fear of his retaliation, is also strange. Wen Kexing finds himself looking into a serious gaze, an expression he didn't expect. With their jokes and laughter so far, it was easier to fall into teasing and making light of his life. Something to help the truth go down. But he certainly isn't expecting sympathy.

"He doesn't take advantage of me." He laughs softly. The idea of his lazy, troubled A-Xu doing anything to him is one he never considered. "Who else would allow a beast into their home? He got followed by a man-eating tiger and called it a cat, asked it to catch his mice and bring him fish and rabbits. How ridiculous!"

Wen Kexing smiles fondly, with a touch of exasperation.

"Although I did claim to be a gentleman, so I can't blame him for humoring that. He's the most beautiful sight in the world, but too generous. All the ghosts in our world were wretched, murderous criminals and I was their lord. What they thought I was, the king of venom and hate, was correct. I am. But he still accepted me. You too... Aren't you foolish for treating a dangerous thing so kindly? You don't know the rumors, but I am the most terrifying villain in all the world."

He keeps marveling at how there are actually many forgiving people around him. Ones he used to think were naive and only destined to be tricked and killed by someone with more cunning. But over and over, they keep proving him wrong. Wen Kexing huffs out a breath, reaching up with his off-hand to squeeze Jesper's shoulder.

"Why are you so good to a stranger? Is everyone trying to become a buddha?"
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[personal profile] yeshou 2022-06-11 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
It's a strange feeling, having Jesper talk so casually about himself without any real hint of shame. Wen Kexing pretends to live that way. He doesn't feel bad for the things he has done, and he genuinely feels that killing is his only option for survival, but even so he isn't kind about who he is. He still bears the weight of being the leader of the world's unwanted shadows. Zhou Zishu is more forgiving. He speaks like Jesper, saying it doesn't matter what they are, that simply being is enough, and sometimes Wen Kexing believes it. Jesper reminds him strangely of home.

"You're dangerous? As dangerous as you are beautiful?"

He could believe that. Jesper moves with a sure hand and awareness that he recognizes, and he really has no reason to doubt a man claiming to be a villain. What could he gain from that? It's too risky to be anything but honest, right? When he's pulled to the side, Wen Kexing goes with his curiosity piqued. He can't help the wide-eyed look if fascination as he watches Jesper hit the fly without a glance. As good as his martial arts skills are, he knows the limit of reality. For a moment, Wen Kexing looks a lot like one of the kids from the audience who just saw a trick for the first time. The teasing flirtation melts into unguarded, genuine interest.

"I won't tell." It's a promise whispered with open awe. "Can you teach me that too?"
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[personal profile] yeshou 2022-06-14 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
"Pretty? You only think I'm pretty?" His expression perks up, flattered despite the way he tries to press for more. "It's because the clothes here don't suit me. I usually buy elegant robes befitting a proper scholar, you know. I don't dress in such thin cloth. I am usually more impressive."

Layers and accessories do wonders to convince people that he's a true gentleman. Before he even had the money to help sell the image. But very few people in his life have paid him compliments freely, and Wen Kexing can't help showing a giddy energy through his attempt at teasing. That energy strengthens to excitement as he watches the dart change shape, eyes widening in honest fascination. When he looks up to Jesper's eyes, he's lost the tension he had when talking about his past.

"Grisha." He tries out the word, smiling as he says it. "If you came home with me, you might become a ghost too. It wasn't a good place, but I would keep you safe."

Picking up the dart between his fingers, Wen Kexing looks down the street they are standing at the end of. He takes a moment to focus his qi into it and tosses the dart, using the extra energy to drive it into the side of a building. He can't do any magic, but he does have strength. That much he's confident in.

"I wouldn't let anyone hurt you or use you. Your beauty and your gift are special."