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WHO: Jesper Fahey and you!
WHAT: Catch-all for the rest of March!
WHERE: Cadens and Horizon!
WHEN: Throughout March
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WHAT: Catch-all for the rest of March!
WHERE: Cadens and Horizon!
WHEN: Throughout March
message at waftingcurtains if you have ideas or just wildcard it up!
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Not that he hasn't felt loved, but that was a long time ago. Recently, Wen Kexing is caught still figuring out how to accept any human relationships. The word is detached from its meaning, and sometimes he wonders if he ever really knew what it meant to begin with. Still, he grins and takes the dart with an easy glide of fingers over Jesper's hand, expertly sneaking in the brush of contact before he begins toying with the item in question, turning it this way and that with keen interest.
"Have you ever been loved? Or are you in love with anyone now? Someone with your looks and skill must have plenty of lovers."
He could imagine the man surrounded with admirers happy to keep him company in any way he asked. And that wouldn't be a bad , would it? Not at all. He gently balances the dart in his hand, then on the back of his hand like he might a hand fan. Then he tosses it up and catches like he's directed, playing with it like a cat with a toy.
"About me..." Should he lie? Be honest? He's always lied in the human world before. That was until he met a few people that wouldn't turn away from the truth. That had been refreshing.
"I was a ghost. Longer than I was human. I used to resent the humans of the world, always treating everyone unfairly over their own greed. But then I found someone truly beautiful and I thought if I can haunt beauties, then I won't be unhappy."
He grins as they walk along, playfully holding up the dart to stroke the back of it along Jesper's shoulders, teasing just to get a reaction.
"Are you in love?"
sorry was on mini-hiatus again lol am back for summer
"I did have this one boy back home, very sweet and sensitive, a musician. Also a bomb maker." Wylan could be many things at once. The smartest person he knows and also someone who wanted to play the flute and be loved. Jesper hasn't seen him in months now and he's starting to get past the ache. Somewhere Wylan's doing just fine with another version of him, so whatever. "But I'm here and he's there."
He watches the man play with the dart, he can tell he's better at it than he might seem at first glance. A lot of people reveal things in little ways that Jesper picks up on. Jesper's eyes widen at the description and gray eyes are intrigued; he obviously believes him too. About being a ghost, at the very least. There's a lot of weird people in the Summoned, and this fellow most certainly is.
"A ghost. But you're very alive here, I see. You do have that ethereal beauty to you." Out of this world. Delicate. Lovely in a very unique way. Jesper laughs at the dart and even shivers a little, it feels different. "In love with you? Halfway there. I do enjoy being haunted by gorgeous men." This isn't even a joke. It's the truth.
"Who was it that you found so beautiful you changed your mind about humans though?"
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But then things had changed. Violently, as everything tends to go with him, but they had changed. He peers curiously at Jesper, pairing the image before him with the descriptions the man gives--a lover to many, a free spirit who found someone tender and sweet. It's romantic. Why would a world pulling people in dare to separate people that are together? He spins the dart over his fingers, falling into a restless gesture that doesn't reach his face. His hand redirects the energy, masking some of the expression he might have if he weren't used to being on guard. Point over end, he taps it lightly along Jesper's shoulder, almost without realizing it himself.
"I am alive. But to the world, I might as well have died. There was no place that wanted me, and they would have torn me apart if they could. But I... I became their monster."
He wouldn't have admitted that before. In the civilized world, no one would readily admit to their criminal history. But he was far from the jianghu and forgiven, exonerated by an immortal master, so why can't he admit who he is here? Suddenly, Wen Kexing is struck by a sudden self-consciousness. He coughs and drops his hand, lowering his head slightly as he does so that he's looking up at Jesper, feeling exposed.
"He's- a cold beauty." Wen Kexing laughs away the uneasiness. "At first, all he did was reject me. I met him by pure chance, but he was so untouchable and refined I couldn't look away. And he brought me home and treated me like his servant!"
Which was more human than he had been allowed to be in twenty years. But he avoids that thought. Or the thought that being flirted with so easily still manages to make him feel vulnerable.
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The story he is telling is actually quite sad. That is what Jesper is getting from it. To be a ghost, lost and unwanted, and he can sympathize with being a monster in the eyes of some. It is exactly what the Grisha go through at times. His eyebrows furrow at the servant part though, that seems ... very questionable, to take advantage of someone like that.
"Hey." Jesper pauses in their walk and turns to face him. "You don't have to worry about what other people thought about you before. All that matters is who you are now." He taps Wen Kexing's chin gently to try and catch his gaze with his gray eyes. He is serious, despite all his humor. It seems wrong to encourage someone to as anything other than free with a fresh start here.
"There are people back home who think my kind are monsters simply for breathing. They're idiots. I know we just met, but you should know I'm not a judgmental person." Whatever he did or didn't do, whatever. Jesper's a killer, a criminal, there's a lot of darkness behind his humorous easy-going nature, and he is kind and accepting as part of it. "And he shouldn't have taken advantage of you."
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"He doesn't take advantage of me." He laughs softly. The idea of his lazy, troubled A-Xu doing anything to him is one he never considered. "Who else would allow a beast into their home? He got followed by a man-eating tiger and called it a cat, asked it to catch his mice and bring him fish and rabbits. How ridiculous!"
Wen Kexing smiles fondly, with a touch of exasperation.
"Although I did claim to be a gentleman, so I can't blame him for humoring that. He's the most beautiful sight in the world, but too generous. All the ghosts in our world were wretched, murderous criminals and I was their lord. What they thought I was, the king of venom and hate, was correct. I am. But he still accepted me. You too... Aren't you foolish for treating a dangerous thing so kindly? You don't know the rumors, but I am the most terrifying villain in all the world."
He keeps marveling at how there are actually many forgiving people around him. Ones he used to think were naive and only destined to be tricked and killed by someone with more cunning. But over and over, they keep proving him wrong. Wen Kexing huffs out a breath, reaching up with his off-hand to squeeze Jesper's shoulder.
"Why are you so good to a stranger? Is everyone trying to become a buddha?"
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"I'm a dangerous thing too, darling. And my best friend, my boss, is often considered a villain where I'm from. I suppose so am I, for being one of his favorite weapons." Kaz is complicated, like all of them. He has done and will do questionable and violent things, and there are times the people who love him most aren't sure how dark he'll go. They're all still so young too, they have a lifetime to go in different directions, or simply keep going down the darker path. Jesper's moved toward the light, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it fits him.
Jesper glances around them and pulls him a bit to the side, where people are less likely to be paying attention. There are sideroads in Cadens, his favorite places to scope out and be ready to hide in, if there ever is a need. He takes the dart from Wen Kexing and focuses, throwing the dart behind him with lethal aim. It appears to hit something, it would break if it truly hit anything too hard, and then very suddenly the dart snaps back with a telekinetic pull. It's back in his hand and he turns the point around so Wen Kexing can see he pierced a fly without even having to look at it.
"So now you know the secret to my success." Jesper smiles again and shrugs. This is information that could be used against him, obviously, and he knows that. He's hustling people and while Cadens isn't as hateful against magic as his home, they don't love it either. "Are you going to get me in trouble for it? Or are dangerous things going to look out for each other here?"
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"You're dangerous? As dangerous as you are beautiful?"
He could believe that. Jesper moves with a sure hand and awareness that he recognizes, and he really has no reason to doubt a man claiming to be a villain. What could he gain from that? It's too risky to be anything but honest, right? When he's pulled to the side, Wen Kexing goes with his curiosity piqued. He can't help the wide-eyed look if fascination as he watches Jesper hit the fly without a glance. As good as his martial arts skills are, he knows the limit of reality. For a moment, Wen Kexing looks a lot like one of the kids from the audience who just saw a trick for the first time. The teasing flirtation melts into unguarded, genuine interest.
"I won't tell." It's a promise whispered with open awe. "Can you teach me that too?"
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"But you, you are one of the prettiest faces I've seen here, and that's saying a lot." All the Summoned are hot but Wen Kexing is pretty. Delicate. Lovely skin, lovely eyes, lovely hair. Jesper would love to admire the rest of him too.
As for the trick, well. "I wish I could, but you have to be born with it." Jesper shows him the dart and puts it in the palm of his hand. The object seems to shimmer and crumble into his hand until it appears to be liquid. He makes it into multiple shapes; a circle, a square, and then back to a dart. It seems to be no effort at all to ping it back to a solid object, like nothing happened in the first place. It looks exactly the same, although it is warm to the touch due to the change.
"We're called Grisha back home. It's mostly a curse. People hate you, try to kill you, try to use you. There are only a few safe places in the world." Jesper was from one of them, long ago, so it was his own choice to go to a dangerous place instead. It was more thrilling. "I know what it's like to be different."
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Layers and accessories do wonders to convince people that he's a true gentleman. Before he even had the money to help sell the image. But very few people in his life have paid him compliments freely, and Wen Kexing can't help showing a giddy energy through his attempt at teasing. That energy strengthens to excitement as he watches the dart change shape, eyes widening in honest fascination. When he looks up to Jesper's eyes, he's lost the tension he had when talking about his past.
"Grisha." He tries out the word, smiling as he says it. "If you came home with me, you might become a ghost too. It wasn't a good place, but I would keep you safe."
Picking up the dart between his fingers, Wen Kexing looks down the street they are standing at the end of. He takes a moment to focus his qi into it and tosses the dart, using the extra energy to drive it into the side of a building. He can't do any magic, but he does have strength. That much he's confident in.
"I wouldn't let anyone hurt you or use you. Your beauty and your gift are special."
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His eyebrows go up when Wen Kexing shows off his strength, and it seems there's a bit of magic in him too. Not the same, but something, he is a ghost after all, apparently. Jesper smiles at him and reaches out to take his hand, it's very pretty too, bringing it up to his lips. He kisses the knuckles gently.
"If you came with me, you'd be in a place that didn't judge you. Villains do terribly well in Ketterdam." Jesper probably shouldn't flirt with that idea, considering he has things waiting for him back there, but well, who cares about that. And also, it seems better than being a ghost. "And what if I said I could bring you home with me right now. Here, in Cadens. What if I said I wanted to see how beautiful the rest of you is?"
Jesper is a flirt but he also never misses the chance to shoot his shot, and there's mischief in his eyes as well as suggestion. He winks and drops his hand from his mouth, letting Wen Kexing keep it so he doesn't feel pressured or held still. "It's okay if no, I'd just be terribly mad at myself if I didn't at least ask. No risk no reward."