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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2022-11-10 01:00 pm

There is a swelling storm and I'm caught up in the middle of it all

WHO: Jesper Fahey and you!
WHAT: Catch-all for November
WHERE: Cadens and Horizon!
WHEN: Throughout November
WARNINGS: Reference to gambling addiction and addiction problems in general, NSFW scene within marked with NSFW.





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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-07 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Jesper’s description actually does ring a bell, since Sylvain has seen her a time or two but never when he had a chance to stop and say hello. “Is that who that is? I wondered, but I so rarely saw her I wasn’t so sure she was even a Summoned.” He’s right, that she’s hard to miss once you notice her, but she reminded him a little Petra in a way. You noticed her when she allowed you to.

Sylvain remembers all too well Jesper’s reluctance to come back to the inn that day and he reaches out, brushing fingers against his jaw. A troubled frown lingers on his own lips as he pushes up on one elbow.

“It’s not because of what happened at the gambling dens, was it?”

Because just about everyone had been out of control that week - it hadn’t just been Jesper. And he’s pretty sure that had been beyond most of their control, as well. And he can’t quite help feeling defensive if that was the reason, especially when he’d witnessed firsthand the state Jesper had been in when he’d found him.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-07 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Sylvain considers that for a moment before sinking back onto the bed once more and studying Jesper’s expression. The flush on his cheeks - this one, he thinks, possibly more from shame than the one that had first appeared when he’d brought up Kaz.

“Is he the sort to an accept an apology and move on or more the type you’re going to be working very hard to make it up to?”

He didn’t question that Jesper would likely do that anyway, because he struck him as that sort of person. While Sylvain would certainly be irritated at anyone holding someone responsible for things out of their control when there was fucked up magic being worked on all of them, he could understand, too, where Jesper had made his own mistakes beyond that. It wasn’t just him giving into an old temptation that made this personal between them.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-08 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey." Sylvain's voice is firm as he grasps Jesper's jaw and does his best to interrupt that train of thought. "That's bullshit. Are you just going to stop trying?"

Because, oh, that hint of sadness, of hopelessness, cuts him deep. He knows how that feels. How many times had he been on the receiving end of those disappointed looks and angry words from the people close to him? Ingrid. Dimitri. Felix.

Sometimes it felt like a hole you could never claw your way out of. He's been there, too many times to count. He doesn't want to see Jesper drowning in it, either.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-10 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
“I happen to like long odds.”

He leans in and kisses him again, slower this time, but earnest. His thumb brushes against Jesper’s jaw, the touch light. “I’ve known you a short time, yes. And out of those two times I intervened, only one of them was a time you gave in to temptation. The other time you voluntarily walked away. Sure, I came along as extra distraction, but I would have done that anyway.”

He pulls back to meet Jesper’s gaze. “How many times did you walk past those gambling dens, Jesper? How many times did you pause there and listen, watch… and then continue walking by? You’re not adding me to that list, Jesper, because as long as you keep getting back up and trying again, I’m not going to be let down.”

“You could have fought me that night, if you really wanted to go back in. You and I both know that. And I’ll be honest, I’m not all that sure I could take you.” Or that he’d want to go to the lengths necessary to accomplish that end. “Even with the fucked up magic driving us all to do things we wouldn’t normally - or maybe just doing them more - you still left willingly when I offered you another option.”
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-10 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
“Liar.”

The word is murmured fondly against Jesper’s lips, although he doesn’t pull away from his touches, just pushes Jesper onto his back on the mattress as he smirks down at him.

“Look. I know what it’s like to feel like the fuck up. Like that’s all you’ll ever accomplish, no matter how hard you try. You’ll inevitably end up right back where you started.” He nips Jesper’s lower lip and slides his knee between his thighs, teasing against him. Mostly in retaliation for those hands on his ass. “But that’s never quite right. It’s never back where you’ve started, because you’re always changing. And you tripped and fell on your ass this time. You might again. But I’m glad you’re not going to let it stop you from trying again anyway.”
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-10 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
That gets a snort of laughter from him, squirming slightly as those fingers skim along his stomach. “Sweet?! I think I’m insulted.”

He shifts enough so that he can shrug off his shirt with Jesper’s help and then immediately dives right back into that kiss, relishing the soft moan he makes. He slides to straddle him and then pulls back enough to skeptically eye the clothes Jesper still has on.

“So. How hard would it be for you to teach me how that magic works so I can conveniently melt your clothes off?”
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-11 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Pity. That's going to be such a hardship."

Sylvain heaves a playfully disappointed sigh as he lets his own hands drop to slide over Jesper's now-bared torso, returning the favor. One thumb teases over an exposed nipple, even as he lets his gaze drag down the lean lines of his body, fingers following the path his fingers explore. His lips quirk in an appreciative smirk, letting his fingers trail lower over his stomach to start unfastening his pants as well.

"And 'sweet' is definitely not something I'm used to being called. Pretty sure that might have actually been more scandalous than my real reputation, back home. And absolutely no one would believe you."

Well. Maybe except Mercy, but she'd always had a different viewpoint of him than the others. One of the rare few.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-11 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
After the week they'd both had, being able to divert away from the dark feelings and heavier topics was a relief, honestly. He gives a low groan and rocks into that touch, grinding down against Jesper in the process.

"My reputation was as finely honed as my spear." He chuckled, a hint of sarcasm in his tone. A pause, before he snickers amidst a smirk and leans down to lave his tongue over that dark nub of sensitive skin that had made Jesper's breath catch so temptingly. "Both of them, in fact."

And while he's just as eager to give Jesper exactly what he describes, he's taking his time in getting there, teasing them both in the meantime.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-12 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"Considerably sharper, actually." There's smirking amusement audible in his voice as his teeth close lightly around his nipple, tugging lightly and relishing the reactions Jesper is so open with. He loves that, loves how much the other man just embraces this wholeheartedly and has fun with it.

"My reputation has a lot to say about that, too, in fact."

In both very good and very bad ways, depending on who you listen to. Sylvain's endlessly grateful that out of his companions to show up here, at least they've been the ones to not hold his past against him and spread that reputation around in idle gossip. Some would have, he knows.

"But I suppose I will have to make my own reputation here. I'm sure that will be a hardship, too." He's smirking as he grinds down against the hardness he can feel beneath him before shifting down Jesper's thighs a little further. Fingers finish unfastening his pants and drawing that length out, mouth kissing his way down Jesper's stomach as he draws nearer to where he's aiming. Lips press a single kiss to the tip of him, eyes shifting up to Jesper's face as his warm breath teases skin.

"The amount of times I've thought about getting to do this again this past week is almost embarrassing."
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-12 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Goddess, Jesper's the kind of lover it would be easy to get addicted to. Both beneath him and in the way he's so good at picking up on what Sylvain likes as well, because fingers in his hair - playing or gripping, it doesn't matter - is something that always sends a delicious shiver down his spine. Has his eyes darkening a shade in pleasure and hunger.

He sees the way Jesper's gaze is fastened on his mouth and his lips quirk as he presses another kiss to the tip of his cock, and then playfully down the vein along the underside, feeling the heat and hardness of his arousal as he tastes him. When he comes back to the tip, it's to swipe his tongue out and lick at the salty wetness he finds there, humming in delight.

He pauses when Jesper's fingers trace along his lips, parting them briefly to playfully suck one of those fingers into his mouth instead, but he smiles at the request, cheeks lightly flushed and eyes heated and bright as he meets Jesper's gaze. "Well, since you asked so nicely... Consider me at your service."

And he obliges him, lips wet and parting as he sucks just the tip of him into wet heat, tongue playing against sensitive skin as he bobs his head and takes Jesper slowly, gradually deeper.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-14 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
His eyes flutter shut and a soft breathless moan is hummed around Jesper’s length as those fingers tighten their grip in his hair. It makes his own breath hitch in his throat before he pushes past it. His lips part just enough to take him deeper tongue stroking along his length at the same time. But his eyes, dark and intent are locked on Jesper’s face, attention firmly focused on the man he’s pleasuring.

His own skin is flushed and too-warm, but it’s easy to ignore his own needs for now when he has this spread out before him to enjoy. Although Jesper can no doubt see the way the muscles at the back of his shoulders flex as he shifts and bobs his head to take his cock deeper still. He keeps it at a gradual pace dragging the pleasure out, but he doesn’t stop or slow until he feels the tip of him nudge thickly at the back of his throat. And then he swallows around him, carefully easing him deeper still.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-14 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Sylvain gives another low hum that vibrates around the sensitive length before he pulls back, reluctantly releasing Jesper’s cock, although he still drops one more adoring kiss on the tip of it as he lifts his head enough to smirk up the length of Jesper’s body.

“I do seem to recall you saying something about wanting to watch me ride you…” His voice is a little strained and hoarse, his lips reddened and slightly swollen, but he’s grinning with lazy pleasure, anticipation dark in his eyes.
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[personal profile] philancer 2022-12-14 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
“Pretty sure that’s meant to be my line, actually.”

Sylvain just shoots him a cheeky grin as he laughs. He shifts off from straddling Jesper just long enough that he can wriggle out of his own pants, dropping them over the side of the bed before shifting up to where the other man had indicated a moment before. Although he playfully trails his fingers up the underside of Jesper’s cock once more before he settles into place, smirking down at him with a dark glint in his gaze.

“I’m the one doing the riding here, after all.”

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