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If I think too hard about what we're doing I'll feel really bad about it (Open/Closed)
Who: Abby or Bay + Guests.
When: August/September
What: Catch-All for various things.
Warnings: Abby swears, Bay is occasionally casually naked. Individual threads will get warning as they happen.
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When: August/September
What: Catch-All for various things.
Warnings: Abby swears, Bay is occasionally casually naked. Individual threads will get warning as they happen.
Abby's Wildcard
Bay's Wildcard
Abby - Wildcard (Open)
Bay - Wildcard (Open)
Nocwich » hot springs
There don't seem to be any completely free pools, so she picks one at random and approaches the girl who's already sunk low into the warm water. "Mind some company?"
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There's a distracted tone to her words as she tries to work out what her body is doing. Her heart is definitely doing something, and she's a little more aware she's naked, but she seems to be trying to sit more upright and make herself more obvious. Rather than less. She can feel her hair against her neck a bit more and that's just annoying her, like she should shift it somewhere else. "I'm Bay."
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"Inej," she offers in return as she steps into the pool and sinks low in the water. The heat seeps almost instantly into her skin and it's nice. "Have you been here long?"
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"Um, ten minutes or so?" Did she mean in the springs, or in Abraxas. Was it obvious she was Summoned, Inej seemed pretty easily recognized as summoned. The clothes were a bit of an outlier here, "I don't have a great sense of time. I know to get out of the water when I feel all flushed and bothered."
She was already feeling bothered, but not really flushed. So... all sorts of new experiences. Bay brushes her hair up off her neck finally. It doesn't make her feel less uneasy.
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(Mat) - Stupid Sexy Music - Nocwich
But she had to hear him fucking sing. Stupid sexy musicians. She knew that this reaction was not normal and had some very definite implications about who she is as a person. Still, when he looked over she just, hid that grin she had with one hand while waving shyly with her other.
She's doing really good at being cool about this.
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But he had a nice little audience today, and his fancy hat has a few coins in it. He's also certainly noticed particular attention. He always does. Gleeman are appealing, he knows that. When he's finished for now and his coins collected and Theodora back in her case, he looks around for the lovely lass that had noticed and...aha. Perfect. He'd be an utter cad if he didn't go and say hello.
Running a hand through his unruly mop of hair, Mat trots over with a grin.
"Glad you enjoyed the show."
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Tempting though.
"You're really good," She said words. She deserves a cookie. Of course, she knows who he is. She's squirming a little under the attention. She's like she just kind find a comfortable stance for her weight. Which might have to do with the unequal nature of this. She knows who he is, he introduced himself for his set. And she'd seen him and Jesper joined at the hip in public in the Feywilds. But maybe he didn't know her. But she was sure if he had her name it's not a secret who she is.
Deep Breath, hand still hiding her mouth. "I'm Abby."
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Not that they've had long conversations about the girl, but he knows who she is and that his sweetheart likes her. Though he supposes there's few people Jesper doesn't like. Still. Any friend - and more - of Jesper's. He just assumes she knows who he is, the pair of them are very open about their relationship.
And she does seem quite enamored with his performing. All the more reason to be friendly. And perhaps flirt a bit.
"Can I buy you a drink?"
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She knows she isn't a secret, they have a well thought out open long distance relationship that seems super neat but entirely outside of anything Abby would be comfortable in the middle of. But she doesn't know exactly how much is said either.
The invite is a littl jarring, as the terrain for meeting your sex friend's boyfriend is entirely uncharted in her world and not really a thing. Just she knows that whatever her parents are doing is stupid, and any alternative to that is more appealing. "Um, sure."
This will be so much easier when she isn't quite as sober.
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Mildly NSFW
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(Wilhelm) - Apologies - Horizon
She conjuerd a hat and sunglasses, but dismissed them. They weren't quite right for what she was doing.
Once Wilhelm arrives she'll stand up and dust herself off, waiting until he gets close enough before she speaks, "I need to apologize first. Then if you accept it I'll explain why I did the shit I did. Okay? Just- let me apologize first, and promise you won't do anything until I'm done?"
She had a lead on him in this in that she knew who he was and he didn't know who she was, rather, who else they both were. Which she hoped meant curiosity would hold off any shouting or wounded feelings.
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As far as meeting spots go, it's...well, it's all a little incongruous. The strip of white sand and the turquoise water — a hue that belongs somewhere remote and exotic, somewhere he's never been in real life — suggest a tranquility that he definitely doesn't feel right now. His eyebrows pinch together as she goes off about apologizing before he can even say hey. In his pockets, he picks at his fingernails.
"Uh...sure. I promise."
Except he neither sounds nor looks so sure.
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Because it was her fault. Regardless of how she meant it.
"I'm sorry," Her voice is even, and sincere, as much as her voice ever managed that. Hands behind her back, not breaking away eye contact. She needed him to hear her out, and that meant she couldn't cower away or halfass this. "I didn't mean to lead you on. I didn't really mean to shout at you either. I did not think through what anyone else might be looking for at the party, I was looking at at all through my own eyes. And you got hurt, and I'm sorry. Okay?"
If he still hadn't twigged on yet, she takes her hands out from behind her back, and she's holding a blue mask. One that was worn at the ball by a particular tiny gentleman who tried, and failed spectacularly, at cheering up a Frog Prince.
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He has revisited that night a dozen times, cringing at his desperation, questioning if his attraction went deeper than the disguise, revising his words and actions until they're unrecognizable. In all of the emotions tangled around the evening, though, anger is absent. It burned off before the night ended.
"Okay," is all he says for a long moment. His shoulders slope into a sigh and he shakes his head. His hands fly out of his pockets to fuss with his hair instead, smoothing it back only for it to flop into his eyes again. "I should apologize too. I...shouldn't have flipped out like that. And I shouldn't have...touched you without making sure it was okay first. I just got carried away, and that's my fault. So I'm sorry."
Finally, he looks right at Abby. Not at the mask, not over her shoulder somewhere.
"So why did you...?"
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"If it wasn't for the fact that you're gay, and you acted like I had a cactus under my shirt, I wouldn't have minded a little attention like that. Just- you're not really the guy for it." Stupid sexy fox guy and his stupid sexy words. Probably part of why Abby didn't think that far ahead, also that she's met more bi people than straight people since her arrival.
Of course, how she had to explain, she let a small sigh out as she dropped into a beach chair. No, it wasn't there a second ago, Abby has just fully taken to the Loony Tunes nature of this world and chairs exist when she needs them. "I did try to find a dress for the party, do the whole fairytale princess shit. There were two problems that kept coming up. Well- fuck, one problem. Just in two different ways. It looked like me."
"Practically, going to a party where the game is not to be recognized looking like yourself is stupid." She tucked her legs up against herself in her seat. There's a muted nature to the way Abby's talking, like she's taken a step back from herself, as her only defense to explain what was in her head. "And I could stop there and say 'and I had the great idea to dress as a boy.' But this is me explaining myself, and ending there is a fucking lie. I hated- seeing myself, trying to be that girl. Who I've never been good at being. I felt so fucking weird at my Bat Mitzva in a dress, and this was just the same. Only worse. Because thirteen year old me was a lot less insecure than I am now."
"I'm not a boy, I liked some of the ways Maxwell handled things. Which I am trying to be a bit better at as me. But I picked that costume because it wasn't me, if I was just me I couldn't have really enjoyed myself. All the shit I hate about how I look, didn't fucking matter if I didn't recognize the person in the mirror. My tiny tits and flabby thighs didn't matter, people seeing them didn't matter."
She hopes it's relatable enough, he's not a girl. He doesn't have the same weight on him she does, he has different weights, different concerns. The kind a gay kid gets in the same systems she was in. The same rules to play by, the same rigged fucking game. Which she hoped was enough that he could see that, just maybe, she could get whatever the fuck drove him to attack himself that night, both at the start with his shadows and the end with his words, and talk about it. "So I gave Maxwell a name, and a backstory, and I decided to go out, flirt with anyone cute and see where the night took me."
"We know how that went."
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September - Julie & Nadine's house
Abby making herself at home was not new, she’s been under Julie’s tutelage for long enough, and Nadine kept snacks for her. So clearly she was meant to be here when she had reason.
So Abby put on a pot of water, added her favorite blend of leaves and petals to it. Waited. Contemplated accessing braintwitter. Waited. Was not bored enough for that shit. Waited. Ate a few cookies. Waited.
Then finally there was tea. She poured herself a cup. Picked a nice spot in the room to curl up and waited more. Now for someone, anyone really, to come home. She didn’t pick any furniture to curl up on, opting instead for a small space leaning into the corner of the room, sitting on the ceiling. Cup in hand. The tea in the cup didn’t fall to the floor like it should, held rightsideup but by an upsidedown girl.
She sat there, and waited.
And when someone comes in. “Sup?”
September - Mat (CW: Nudity)
Returning to her crisis already in motion, able to focus on a thing she couldn't get out of her head. Because it'd come up twice and she needed to deal with that. She didn't have the person she wanted to talk to, but she had made a friend she felt capable being open with. Bay was curled up on her bed, with a book of Thorne's history, about two centuries old.
And she was naked.
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And he'd just been starting to get a handle on that particular trauma. Ah well.
But he's more than happy to answer the summons Bay sends. He quite likes the lass. And light knows he could do with some company, moping about never does him any good.
Realizing it would indeed be pointless, he doesn't bother to knock, only sends a mental message that he's coming in. Just in case she isn't looking that way when he comes in. He does, however, quickly shut the door behind him when he realizes she's starkers.
"You should have told me it was nude social time, I wouldn't have worn so many layers!"
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This was honestly the worst topic to ask about while naked, but also perfectly poetic as she felt very vulnerable asking about it. And she wasn't going to rush to get dressed if it was just Mat coming over.
She slips a bit of scrap paper into her book and closes it properly. Sitting up and swinging her legs off the bed to better watch Mat move, she doesn't care if he gts undressed since- well, she was. And if she let a little thing like that distract her from her question, well... she'd never ask. "You're dating a guy from one of the factions, right? And you've definitely hit on me."
"How'd you know, that both were options for you?"
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"Oh. I...don't really know."
Frowning thoughtfully, he considers it. How did he know? Had there ever been some moment where it became clear? Not that he can recall. He just...always liked what he liked.
"Guess when I started to be about the age that you start noticing people that way, I just always noticed lasses and fellows." He shrugs, realizing that answer is probably unhelpful to her. If she's asking, there's a reason. And it doesn't take a brilliant mind to assume what that reason is.
"To be honest I've never really given it much thought. Just always been how I've felt, that I haven't any preference. I liked the look of both, gave both a try, that was that."
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Dean
Didn't change that little echo of fear, the one that bubbled up from her when she saw Julie on the ground. Which is where she stood for longer than she probably should have. Stupid buddy system meaning working with someone else. Until then she could focus on the job at hand, or just dwell in that moment of fear.
She was dressed to work in the water... sorta. Inej had helpfully braided and pinned her hair into something out of the way for the water. No fanning hair out of Disney for her. From the waist down she was wearing a wetsuit, something skintight and meant for the water. Goggles hanging from her hip. Waist up was a bikini top because in spite of everything, this was a beach and she was going to look cute.
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Well, it's not the worst. He's a good swimmer, at least, and a little snorkeling's not the worst way to spend an afternoon. So yeah, he straps up. Grabs his wetsuit. Leaves his swords, knives, and rifles at home for once — save, you know, for one. He's never gonna roll anywhere completely unarmed. Unfortunately under water isn't the best place to take a long sword, so it gets carefully stowed away in the sand with his clothes, towels, flask of booze, and other Emergency Supplies varying degrees of alcoholic in nature.
He's shrugging on the top half of his wetsuit when he turns to meet up with his partner, and then promptly groans when he recognizes who it is.
"Ah, come on, really?"
He will never forgive the bedazzling of his favorite hunting tunic. Never.
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But he was fun to screw with.
"What's the big deal, afraid of a little water? I promise, if there's any sea monster I'll protect you." Abby knows Dean can handle himself, he makes so much of a point that he can. However she managed to kill a bigger monster after Dean made a big fucking deal about benching her.
And as much as she's a little weird about feeling in any way useful, that paled in how much she loved being spiteful to grown ups.
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"Somehow, I doubt that," is all he grumbles — perhaps a little more darkly than she might expect, but the comment rolls away and he doesn't seem intent to elaborate on it. It's just, you see, he was speared through the chest by a sea leviathan not all that long ago, spent several weeks drowning on repeat, and crawled back out of the ocean a god damn demon.
So yeah, you could say he has a little bit of a history with the ocean and sea monsters. But then again, he's got a little bit of a history with a lot of things, and that doesn't generally stop him.
"Alright, come on, let's get this over with. What the hell are we even doing with these?"
He's not a garden guy. He doesn't generally plant things. He mows lawns, that's as close as he gets.
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